Monday, November 24, 2014

My Pretty Face Is Going To Hell

Yay, dentistry.

So I just went in for another checkup with my dentist and during the exam, I mentioned a blister on the gum line that formed several weeks prior and then disappeared next to a more famous tooth in my head here:

For more on that wonder of wonders, you can read about how a sonic emitter or transmitter was somehow attached to this thing on the back of the tooth with the unknown "filling", was activated and tortured me for a week solid this past June:

Having no prior dental issues up until this thing was discovered on the back of my tooth besides surgery for wisdom teeth removal when I was a teenager, I am new to the world of endodontics and the like. You could have knocked me over with a feather when the dentist told me that there was a significant amount of bone loss at the affected spot that dental x-rays did not pick up before, and that the tooth next to the transmittered-one had a barely detectable hairline fracture going up the middle and that he didn't know if the tooth was salvageable and that I might need a root canal.  

The dentist said that this level of inflammation was actually hidden and hard to detect, and if the blister hadn't appeared and I hadn't said anything, it would have continued along for years without me noticing and the actual pain had started. He said this level of infection indicated to him that it didn't start overnight and had been there for years. I looked up the whys and hows and whats of root canals for my own education today and couldn't help but notice that one of the reasons it would be needed is, surprise surprise, due to repeated dental procedures. My teeth were considered "perfect" prior to this, and I couldn't help but think that the apparent disruption to the one transmittered tooth could have been disruptive to the one next to it as well. 

Another thing this man said to me, and this I found quite shocking but not surprising, was that he looked at the thing attached to the back of my tooth in the most recent dental x-ray and said that the way it was in the placement of the tooth could ONLY have been applied at around age 5 or 6, that it would have occurred at the formation of the appearance of the onset of my adult teeth/loss of my baby teeth. 

Dental x-ray of mysterious transmitter/filling on back of my tooth (click to enlarge).

That kind of stunned me and made my head spin a bit because it would absolutely correspond with recovered memories I have talked about in interviews and on this blog about being in an underground base in what I believe to be Nelson, British Columbia in Canada in the summer or early fall of 1975- it could very easily have been 1976, either way I would have been about age 4 or 5. (Or if it was the late summer/early fall of 1976, I would have in fact been 6 years old.)

If it was the summer/early fall of 1976, it could very easily have been then as well, but for some reason I have always felt like/said it was 1975. At any rate, yes, my baby teeth would have been falling out at/around that time making way for my adult set and yes it would absolutely correspond on the timeline with me having memories of people strapping me to a chair and me not being able to move and them doing medical procedures to my head and drugging me/keeping me at this place for what seemed like weeks of my life if not hours or days.  It's entirely possible that the thing on my tooth could have been applied then. I have no memory consciously of that procedure still, but when the dentist says it would have had to have been applied to the tooth around age 5 or 6, it absolutely corresponds to the timeline. 

I asked him why it didn't show up on dental x-rays until 2003 if it had been there since I was 5 or 6 years old and he couldn't say, but that medically from his standpoint, there was no other way given the position of the "filling" that it could have been done in my life/could have been applied. 

When he said that, I remembered another dentist (from the literally ten others I've shown who have looked at the x-ray) had said the same thing and at the time I rejected this information because it wasn't showing up on x-rays prior to '03  and that didn't make any sense, but this time I had to pause at having had this mentioned a second time. I guess it was finally sinking in and I was starting to accept the possibility that what's happened to me has been happening pretty much my whole life and that this high strangeness was inherent long before I woke up and smelled the coffee in '07-'08.

I will continue to update this as new information comes to light.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Naked Eyes - Promises Promises

You never call when you say you will.

Tangibles, not promises, gentlemen. Sick of this.

Re: Me, "Katrina Folberg", Firestarters, MILABs, that thing in my tooth that was activated last June, seeing men in a base underneath NORAD, Lady Judge Barbara Thomas, etc:

The Tonopah Test Range[2] is owned by the United States Department of Energy and is managed by Sandia National Laboratories, a division of Lockheed-Martin, which operates the Tonopah Test Range under an Air Force permit with the National Nuclear Security Administration.[1] The range is part of the Great Basin Desert and lies mostly within the Cactus Flat valley, consisting of horst and graben geology.[1] It is flanked by the Cactus Range hills to the west and the Kawich Range to the east, which is home of Silverbow, one of the largest mining ghost towns in Nevada. The vegetation consists mostly of black sagebrush and creosote bush. It holds a sizable wild horse and burro population, closely monitored by the Bureau of Land Management. Common denizens of the TTR include the gray fox, pronghorn, coyote, and mule deer, along with the native birds sage thrasher, sage grouse, and sage sparrow.[1]


Friday, November 14, 2014

Once you've learned that, you will not fear death and you will be a true Samurai

“This body is not me; I am not caught in this body, I am life without boundaries, I have never been born and I have never died. Over there the wide ocean and the sky with many galaxies All manifests from the basis of consciousness. Since beginningless time I have always been free. Birth and death are only a door through which we go in and out. Birth and death are only a game of hide-and-seek. So smile to me and take my hand and wave good-bye. Tomorrow we shall meet again or even before. We shall always be meeting again at the true source, Always meeting again on the myriad paths of life.”
― Thích Nhất Hạnh, No Death, No Fear

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Stand By Me - Lollipop

This can't be good.

UPDATE: 11/13/14:

Sometimes I am drawn to a song, or a movie, or a celebrity, or art, or something, and I just get feelings about said song or movie or celebrity or art etc and I am fixated on the song etc. for days and it will have significant relevance later to the thing that I didn't want to happen and it happens.

 I really, really, really hope there's nothing to what I am getting about this, but it involves death/possible murder/pedophilia/Hollywood. Yuck.

I seriously don't want to give power to what I am specifically getting so I don't want to say it, but feel dread and am getting "the grip" and that is not good.
I dearly hope this doesn't happen and pray for everyone's well being.

If someone who used to be or is a child/young Hollywood actor/performer/musician
 "dies of an overdose" in the next two weeks or so, please note that this death specifically was an illuminati ritual murder and was not an accident. I could be off on the timing here but this is sick and involves ritual pedophilia/organized crime/child trafficking-pedo rings in Hollywood.

UPDATE: 12/23/14:

I don't know what this is, but I think the timing of a former BET network show Teen Summit host's AJ Cooper's passing (December 3rd, about a week off from my prediction timing) as well as the young age of this man is unfortunate and more than a little mysterious:

Not sayin', just sayin'. It seems he wanted to go into politics and may have been perceived as an encroaching threat to the powers that be, I dunno. In articles about him, he is repeatedly described as a "rising star" on the political/beltway circuit.  Not saying he didn't die of natural causes, this is just strange timing and fits the criteria I was talking about. I could be wrong, but had a nagging feeling that I should post this. If it's not an illuminati occult sacrifice, or just natural causes, hiring a CIA hit vis a vis undetectable methods could easily be a way to eliminate any of your political competition/threat if you wanted to.

It's still not clear what this man died of other than he had been "complaining of chest pains for a few days" prior to his death. The media doesn't say beyond that, which is very strange. The cause of death of course could be anything. But I also know that the CIA occult cabal really, really, REALLY loves things like heart attack guns (yes, they really exist and have been employed for decades, look it up) and giving people slow acting poisons and providing undetectable methods for all kinds of mysterious fatal ailments, especially ones surrounding anything involving the heart/heart attacks. Just sayin'...

Thursday, November 6, 2014

It's time

When you feel that your life is committed to the spirit you can no longer avoid confronting these weaknesses. Your strategy changes, you seek to move faster, wishing to confront head-on the things that bring down your awareness. You can no longer let them have their way. So you ask for a hotter fire, a fiercer confrontation. Even though this is often painful rather than pleasurable, it’s all right, for you are reaching toward that freedom which lies beyond pleasure and pain. When you want to burn away the grip of your ego on your awareness you’ll endure whatever is needed to clean up your life.
– Ram Dass, Journey of Awakening: A Meditator’s Guidebook

Monday, November 3, 2014

You Are Still Being Lied To

If ever there was a time that the Masons and Rosicrucians were even more irrelevant, that time is now. If ever there was less a time when organized religious dogma and other control systems were "needed", that time is now. I was once told I was one of the "144,000" whatever that means, by the walk-in gentleman who gave me some kind of encoded information through energy work. I didn't know what he meant, I'd only heard the term once before and was horrified to find it was some born again Christian reference. But now I know it means "Awakened" and that if you are, you too are of "the 144,000". Please stop with the dogma. Coded information is in the Bible, if people really knew that so much of it was simply to OPEN YOUR THIRD EYE and know of which Christ spoke, which is "The Kingdom of Heaven IS WITHIN", you'd be less likely to deride it. 

So many of you atheist fanboys of Henry Rollins don't know what you're missing. The time has come to surrender to "faith" and by "faith", that means that which is missing from your soul. To surrender is to succeed and to overcome. We need MORE of you atheist body building hard core Seekers, not less. We need more of you. We need an army of men who are awoken. Not just women. Not just the divine feminine within. We need MEN to be MEN again, and that means ENERGY MASTERS. That means discarding your affiliations with secret societies and "mystery" schools. The secrets are within. You don't need a pecking order to take someone "down".
You need to be you. 

Thank you,



Saturday, November 1, 2014

You are behaving like a self-loathing gay man

If you have psychic ability and mock it

If you have experiences and decide they "aren't real"

If you find the love of your life only to wind up having a child with another woman because you're embarrassed by the love of your life because you "can't take her anywhere" because of her job title.

Get back in the closet, coward. 

But whatever you do, stop telling me you love "me" if only for a threesome or a one-night stand or to "experiment".

I see too many of you doing this to yourselves whether metaphorically or literally. It's nauseating. You do this to comfort yourselves. To be "accepted" and "acceptable". 
To fear change, because change is scary, maaaaan. 

You do this because the metaphorical (or literal) woman who is "appropriate" is accepted by everyone. 

But don't you realize

that the next step in human evolution is this?

Is being a psychic being?

And that the "acceptable" woman in this metaphor is an anachronism?

A fad?

The wrong side of history?

Someone to be used as an excuse, a cover, to turn you away from yourself even further?

She might be an orchard,

An apple tree.

She might offer you shade

And nourishment

And protection from the elements

But she's still a woman

and you're still behaving like a self-loathing gay man trapped in the closet.

And this thing isn't gonna work.

No matter how many conventional, GMO, "sane" apples you eat.

TV show Supernatural reference. Hell to the Yeah, re: Kevin! I can relate!

Until you find someone who is just like you and who can walk in the sunshine and proudly stand by your side, you will be cringing in embarrassment each time you are in a social setting introducing the one you should be with.


Be who you are, not who you want to be. It'll never happen. You are YOU. You can't escape YOU.

Society's not going to change for you. Society only changes when we the people change. It's up to individuals, each and every single time to change society. It begins with individuals and their individual choices.
 Not society.


Thank you!