Exploring My Options.

Achilles Last Stand - Led Zeppelin HD (with lyrics)

 PS: you might want to listen to Nobody’s Fault But Mine as well. Love, The Monolith

America: Still Racist

 I know, I know, 4Chan nerds who hang out in insult forums and want to rape and murder me, I know I’m not fitting your stereotype and I never have. I know, I know, UFO conspiracy theorists who practice “Odinism” 🙄 and think of the Aryan race as a bunch of Pleiadians who are going to come and save us all whom I unfortunately was accidentally associated with several years ago,  1/2 of whom are rotting in jail and are still considered “heroes” and “truthers” who get letters from fan girl/fanboy flotsam and jetsam  with borderline personality disorder who want to have their babies. 

I know, I know, alt- right gym bro pretty boys who don’t understand racism and are completely baffled by it, doesn’t it just burn your gonads to get told the truth by the Other? 

 Tired of all your shit. No I’m not responsible for your flaccid masculinity.  I’m not responsible for your emotions. I’m not your fucking mommy. I’m not to be used as a projection of your own toxicity.  

I’m not responsible for upholding your cause.

  Time to get off the anus end of the Internet and learn something that isn’t fake news for once/ maybe even contribute something decent to the world instead of promoting self-pity and blamelessness. 

 By the way, this information is totally depressing. You’ve been warned.  But maybe it will smack some sense into your head about the reality of the situation instead of your space fantasy about how Pleiadians come from better stock then the rest of us!  Barbara Marciniak , are *you* listening?  

 Much of the New Age movement is horrifically racist and unchecked and gets the origins for the majority of its information from hate tracts and racist propaganda from the 19th century. It is straight up mythology that can be used to serve as a spiritual basis for justifying racism.

 In a vulnerable spot when I was having all kinds of horrific, unexplainable, bizarre stuff happening to me I rationalized and briefly fell for their brand of historical revisionism under the guise that I was being “fair” and trying to listen to a  “forbidden” history that had been kept from me – – and the world .  And if I only knew the real truth then everything would be sorted out! 

Of course what they don’t tell you is they never have a solution for anything either. 

The world might be a mess, but they don’t seem to be solutions focused other than on hating other groups of people because they’re all- *all*- all the time without exception,   According to these people I spoke with, part of some mysterious  “cabal “. 

My upside-down rationale at the time as my life was falling apart by some hidden factors/people messing with me, and if I had been having all these crazy life changing paradigm altering experiences, maybe everything was upside down! Maybe black was white (no pun intended) and up was down! I had been so scrambled by all of this very real covert harassing and interdicting and straight up torture and I was so frazzled that I was just looking for an answer for something that made sense that had happened to me.  

 I’m not saying there aren’t conspiracies and people doing bad things behind the scenes and don’t want anyone else to know about it. I am a product of those groups of people! They are Satanic for the most part.  And no I don’t mean the Church of Satan Anton LaVey’s groovy branch of satanic belief systems. I’m talking about hard-core Satanists.  People Satanists I’ve known are terrified of. 

 They’re not charming. They’re not funny. They’re not just glorified versions of hedonists. 

They are evil, weird people in weird positions of power who make LaVey look like a Sesame Street character (which is basically what he was-  he used to be a circus organist,  people. He was into performing.  He was a *showman*. He was not the man behind the curtain. He was just a really grandiose, flippant guy who liked a lot of attention and was into some really extreme interior decoration. He’s a lot more harmless than the people I’m talking about. ) 

 But what this branch of evil people  also want to do is promote this UFO space brother paradigm precisely because it is a racist , sexist agenda that divides and conquers and muddies the water. 

The “useful idiots” spouting this UFO ideology are playing right into the hands of the people they say they are against! That’s what I learned. They love these alt- right revisionist nightmares ! 

So anyway, in a tough position,  since none of the atheists in positions of power who could’ve helped me (but actively didn’t), including members of the media, my own family/so-called friends, etc., weren’t listening to me and my family thought I was insane and anyone who I had known prior to all of this had basically abandoned me and/or just didn’t know what to say or do, I did the (for me) unthinkable and I actually listened to these fringe dwellers. And it was terrifying what I heard. Absolutely nauseating. A lot of delusional minds  in that group. A lot of mental illness. These people have tricked themselves into perfect justifications for why they say what they say. It’s really sad. But don’t buy into that: they really were just thinly veiled lies used to promote their racist (and sexist) agenda.  A lot of these UFO groups use the “Space Brother” fantasy as a gateway to white nationalist ideology. 

You’re welcome! 

WAR - The World Is A Ghetto (Full Length Album Version)

The Godfathers - Birth, School, Work, Death

Terence Mckenna - Empower yourself to just say BULLSHIT!

Degenerate Reviews Post-JordanPetersonism

 I think we all just need to shut up and dance. 

This is hilarious. And good. One more thing I wish to add: why are most white, straight, western men I’ve ever met in my entire life without exception only capable of understanding things as *metaphors*? I don’t know why this is. Jordan Peterson for instance. He claims that the Bible is nothing but a series of “metaphors”. Correct me if I’m wrong. But I would beg to differ. 

My personal, direct experiences with the Bible and the events of the Bible might steer you another way if you knew what I knew. 

(Of course for most people, if they experienced what I have, they might think they were having a bad trip from accidentally drinking some old blotter acid that someone threw in a punch bowl at a party and now it’s been six days and you’re still seeing things crawling out of the walls and subsequently hiding under the bed thinking that if you use a melon baller to scoop your eyes out, maybe the endless procession of Blue Meanies sticking their schnozzes in your face will go away, but maybe that’s just a projection.)

  And bear in mind,  what I “know” could fill a thimble. 

  But I’m willing to suspect with my own entirely subjective, fully patented Supernatural Experiences (tm) 🙄,  that maybe, just maybe, Peterson might be wrong about that. I also think he’s great – – until he is terrifying. He kind of follows perfectly reasonable and agreeable arguments and then he jumps off the deep end pretty rapidly with some leaps of logic that don’t quite make any sense / seem almost purposely vague and could even be considered dangerous. ( Not the stand up straight and clean your room part, that’s of course totally agreeable.  You’re probably not standing up straight enough. Your posture could use some work. Just saying.)

He asks people to have children even if they don’t want them because you’re not a real man or woman unless you have one which seems completely asinine and downright abusive-  to the child and the parent alike,  which seems like one of the most irresponsible things a person could do , but maybe that’s just me. 

 And this guy is considered a moderate! Anyway...  I don’t pretend to be nearly as well read as this person making the video and I could never go toe to toe with them in a debate,  I just think this is a really fun time happy funny video and people need to chill out because they’re taking this way too seriously and it’s just causing more polarization. 

I also agree that Derrida-  what is the point of Derrida? Or Lacan, for that matter? They are completely indecipherable,  and no they don’t translate well. Something about female and male pronouns which works fine in a language like  French but completely falls apart with the English language because in English we don’t use nearly anything coming close to the sheer volume of feminine and masculine assignments to inanimate objects that Romance languages like French do?

 So... your point being? 

The point of life being?  

The older I get , the less I can take people or ideas seriously. 

 Especially someone like Peterson, who tells you that life is suffering and you will never get over that 

fact that life is suffering, but even if you don’t want them you should have children.

 So you can give them suffering. 

Let the fun begin!