Teenage FBI/CIA/NSA

Someone tell me why/I'm still being followed by the Teenage FBI?

Well, NSA/adjunct to CIA, really? 

In an ICE CREAM PARLOR, no less? 

Can someone in my gang look into this and get back to me? And why was the woman in the black turtleneck packing heat? Is that really necessary? 

REALLY? SMH... FFS...

And her 100% incongruent partner slurping spaghetti, did his mama never tell him it was rude to wear his trucker hat at the table or was there a camera in it? He would have looked more at home at the Harvest Festival in Vegas than that place.

Guys, really? You have to waste taxpayer dollars on THIS? Jesus Christ. The things you do to justify your existence... and you don't even have the decency to give me my files to boot. 

You charmers are getting tagged and "looked into". Just like you did to me. 

And when my guys find out what if any harmful intent your presence there was for... like I've said before... it won't be pretty. 

I was there today on East 60th Street from 3:10 pm until about 5 pm with my acquaintance, give or take. I forgot my phone for once. Interesting how the one time in years when I forget to take my cell phone somewhere, I get this activity. 

Very interesting indeed! 

Tom Tom Club - Wordy Rappinghood

 Everyone always pays attention to the lead singer and the lead guitarist. But if you don’t have a good drummer and a good bassist, that’s like not having an engine in a car.

You don’t have a foundation.

You don’t have a band.

 And for the record, THIS is a band.  They’re all working together, they’re all on the same page. THIS is where magic is.  Why do I have to explain this?  Magic is not a power grab !!!
You block that?  You dissipate it by bringing your own unprocessed, unworked on childhood wound/trauma issues to the table?  It disappears.

They all showed up. They’re all in joy. They obviously all want to be there.
Why is this so hard to achieve with most people in life?

Blur or Oasis?

Spring Renewal

Signs this unusual problem is solved. Or solving itself.  

No reported injuries and no loss of life , by the way. It’s a miracle! 

Boyfriend Pimp, Gorilla Pimp, Black Mirror Pimp

IC3PEAK - Смерти Больше Нет /Death No More

How To Fight A Nazi

My time with the alt-right Nazis of the esoteric was a long time coming. I had been surrounded by people my whole life who identified as the left and quite frankly, I was pretty sheltered from a lot of things. Namely, the left's own inability to see how similar their neuroses and shortcomings were the SAME ONES that the alt-right's were. (I'm not talking about the actual political beliefs, I'm talking about the psychology and trauma responses to external stimuli/emotional states.)

This speech is something essential as it details one of the few amounts of research available on political ideologies and radicalization. I saw the same rigidity of thought on the far left (and academic left) as I saw with the alt-right: both sides were convinced of their "rightness". Both were incredibly insecure, both incredibly narcissistic and wounded and projecting a lot of their paranoid fantasies onto the world. Both included the other side as the "Great Demon" (of course the left doesn't believe in literal demons, but I digress), both demonstrated enormous amounts of immaturity and lack of personal responsibility for their words, thoughts, feelings and actions.

But both! Miraculously! Both sides were convinced they were "right" with their execution of ideas. This situation didn't happen overnight. Getting a Day-Glo colored president in the White (ahem) House didn't happen without some kind of systematic breakdown of empathy that has been fomenting in the American public for centuries and was encouraged even as we fought King George's armies.

The founding fathers were slave owners and YET were also brilliant orators, thinkers, desirous of what is, pardon the term, "right". But when they drafted the Constitution, "All Men Are Created Equal", it was only supposed to refer to white, straight male land owners. And people say we have cognitive dissonance.

Cognitive dissonance is part of our culture.  It was collectively created by both sides agreeing, whether implicitly or explicitly, that the system, for whatever its faults, was the one we all live in. I mean, some humans are considered less than (according to this idea that everyone lived under and some still do to this day) because of superficial things they have no control over, but regardless, this situation is what has caused systemic/endemic systems of thinking/being while it systematically causes societal breakdown.

But this video actually gave me hope. Because it shows that people aren't broken so much as they are a product of a system that tells them one thing and does another. It is only when dignity and self-determination is restored in a human being that they can call *themselves* human beings again.

And cults (I would consider the white power movement to be a form of a very insidious cult-like mindset if it is not flat-out one) very handily are laying in wait to catch your son or daughter if you haven't done a very good job of "handling" them in the first place, parents. They are laying in wait to inject a false identity, one that gives them purpose and meaning where you have failed in that regard. Long story short, if you have the audacity to have a kid, at least spend time with them and be honest as you can without being too graphic when they ask a question. Don't make asking questions verboten, and don't be an authoritarian dickhead who is absent or oscillates between negative attention and no attention at all.

This seems obvious to even the most stupid third grader, but apparently some people who choose to breed have not gotten the message yet that it's not enough to simply unload your DNA into a receptacle or receive said DNA and then walk away. That's not parenting. Neither is being in the room but constantly ignoring your child. That's not parenting either. But that IS the quickest way, compounded by years of that style of neglect, I mean "parenting", to make the kid try to find another family. One that tells them they are all they need. That's the quickest way to get your kid dead,  too, whether spiritually, emotionally or literally.

This video does a very good job of explaining the role of "substitute" families in these subcultures and how easy it is to help form ready-made identities pulled from very poisonous soil. 

I wish everyone wellness. Because what's the alternative? And if you are part of the cult of the alt-right and reading this (and I know a lot of you do), please consider writing to Mr. Picciolini for assistance.

He does a good job of listening and doesn't judge you for your experiences but also can help you find resources if you are going through a particular dark night of the soul. 

If you know in your heart of hearts that blaming an entire race or religion or ethnicity of people for all the world's problems is inherently bad, then consider the alt. The alt-alt of the situation is the alt that will save the alt.

Coming into ourselves, healing the rift of identity can be sorted. Can be fused. Can be healed.

Blessings. 

https://www.freeradicals.org/