Monday, November 24, 2014

My Pretty Face Is Going To Hell

Yay, dentistry.

So I just went in for another checkup with my dentist and during the exam, I mentioned a blister on the gum line that formed several weeks prior and then disappeared next to a more famous tooth in my head here:

For more on that wonder of wonders, you can read about how a sonic emitter or transmitter was somehow attached to this thing on the back of the tooth with the unknown "filling", was activated and tortured me for a week solid this past June:

Having no prior dental issues up until this thing was discovered on the back of my tooth besides surgery for wisdom teeth removal when I was a teenager, I am new to the world of endodontics and the like. You could have knocked me over with a feather when the dentist told me that there was a significant amount of bone loss at the affected spot that dental x-rays did not pick up before, and that the tooth next to the transmittered-one had a barely detectable hairline fracture going up the middle and that he didn't know if the tooth was salvageable and that I might need a root canal.  

The dentist said that this level of inflammation was actually hidden and hard to detect, and if the blister hadn't appeared and I hadn't said anything, it would have continued along for years without me noticing and the actual pain had started. He said this level of infection indicated to him that it didn't start overnight and had been there for years. I looked up the whys and hows and whats of root canals for my own education today and couldn't help but notice that one of the reasons it would be needed is, surprise surprise, due to repeated dental procedures. My teeth were considered "perfect" prior to this, and I couldn't help but think that the apparent disruption to the one transmittered tooth could have been disruptive to the one next to it as well. 

Another thing this man said to me, and this I found quite shocking but not surprising, was that he looked at the thing attached to the back of my tooth in the most recent dental x-ray and said that the way it was in the placement of the tooth could ONLY have been applied at around age 5 or 6, that it would have occurred at the formation of the appearance of the onset of my adult teeth/loss of my baby teeth. 

Dental x-ray of mysterious transmitter/filling on back of my tooth (click to enlarge).

That kind of stunned me and made my head spin a bit because it would absolutely correspond with recovered memories I have talked about in interviews and on this blog about being in an underground base in what I believe to be Nelson, British Columbia in Canada in the summer or early fall of 1975- it could very easily have been 1976, either way I would have been about age 4 or 5. (Or if it was the late summer/early fall of 1976, I would have in fact been 6 years old.)

If it was the summer/early fall of 1976, it could very easily have been then as well, but for some reason I have always felt like/said it was 1975. At any rate, yes, my baby teeth would have been falling out at/around that time making way for my adult set and yes it would absolutely correspond on the timeline with me having memories of people strapping me to a chair and me not being able to move and them doing medical procedures to my head and drugging me/keeping me at this place for what seemed like weeks of my life if not hours or days.  It's entirely possible that the thing on my tooth could have been applied then. I have no memory consciously of that procedure still, but when the dentist says it would have had to have been applied to the tooth around age 5 or 6, it absolutely corresponds to the timeline. 

I asked him why it didn't show up on dental x-rays until 2003 if it had been there since I was 5 or 6 years old and he couldn't say, but that medically from his standpoint, there was no other way given the position of the "filling" that it could have been done in my life/could have been applied. 

When he said that, I remembered another dentist (from the literally ten others I've shown who have looked at the x-ray) had said the same thing and at the time I rejected this information because it wasn't showing up on x-rays prior to '03  and that didn't make any sense, but this time I had to pause at having had this mentioned a second time. I guess it was finally sinking in and I was starting to accept the possibility that what's happened to me has been happening pretty much my whole life and that this high strangeness was inherent long before I woke up and smelled the coffee in '07-'08.

I will continue to update this as new information comes to light.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

Naked Eyes - Promises Promises

You never call when you say you will.

Tangibles, not promises, gentlemen. Sick of this.

Re: Me, "Katrina Folberg", Firestarters, MILABs, that thing in my tooth that was activated last June, seeing men in a base underneath NORAD, Lady Judge Barbara Thomas, etc:

The Tonopah Test Range[2] is owned by the United States Department of Energy and is managed by Sandia National Laboratories, a division of Lockheed-Martin, which operates the Tonopah Test Range under an Air Force permit with the National Nuclear Security Administration.[1] The range is part of the Great Basin Desert and lies mostly within the Cactus Flat valley, consisting of horst and graben geology.[1] It is flanked by the Cactus Range hills to the west and the Kawich Range to the east, which is home of Silverbow, one of the largest mining ghost towns in Nevada. The vegetation consists mostly of black sagebrush and creosote bush. It holds a sizable wild horse and burro population, closely monitored by the Bureau of Land Management. Common denizens of the TTR include the gray fox, pronghorn, coyote, and mule deer, along with the native birds sage thrasher, sage grouse, and sage sparrow.[1]


Friday, November 14, 2014

Once you've learned that, you will not fear death and you will be a true Samurai

“This body is not me; I am not caught in this body, I am life without boundaries, I have never been born and I have never died. Over there the wide ocean and the sky with many galaxies All manifests from the basis of consciousness. Since beginningless time I have always been free. Birth and death are only a door through which we go in and out. Birth and death are only a game of hide-and-seek. So smile to me and take my hand and wave good-bye. Tomorrow we shall meet again or even before. We shall always be meeting again at the true source, Always meeting again on the myriad paths of life.”
― Thích Nhất Hạnh, No Death, No Fear