A psychic medium's true story of how she came to discover herself and all of the strange things that happened to her along the way.
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Thursday, May 26, 2011
My interview with Jerry Avalos at Universal Truth Evolution Radio, I discuss my recent testimony with the Presidential Commission on the Study of Bioethics as well as my connections to supersoldiers James Casbolt and Aaron McCollum
I just want to say that I just listened to this and it is amazing to me. I really do not get the whole thing, since it is all so new to me. So the main reason why I am writing is that I feel this odd connection to your voice. I know this sounds strange. Let me say that what I do is write with people on the computer. I am a nobody - the typical internet hermit that people talk about. I feel like you are someone great and famous. But I know that as famous goes, you are not since you are bitter against those people who know less than you do who get interviewed by project Camelot - which is something I also watch sometimes. Anyway, I have this fantasy that you will contact me. But I am realistic and you may not have the time.
Hi, Andrew- thank you for your comments- I feel a need to clarify- this bitterness I have is really about the lack of coverage of the subject in spite of all the people being interviewed who could talk more about it and don't and here I am raring to talk about this subject and experiencing quite a few brick walls in that regard. I get mad that people like Arizona Wilder and Cathy O'Brien don't have more media outlets to talk about their stories as well. I get bitter for every person who has been a mind control slave who has woken up and has no support system or media coverage that could turn the curve on the subject and make it more of a subject for substantive debate- If I had my druthers, I would NOT be in the media at all. I don't enjoy the spotlight. It's not as if there are a lot of perks to be had by continually talking about dark stuff that has very little appeal to people because it isn't happening to them so therefore why talk about it? It is kind of a thankless task to talk about it, but it needs to be talked about and not many are, so that's why I do it. The bitterness is always and ever (if there is any) about that and not anything about me and media coverage about me. I don't care if I get on the air or not, but I felt it a serious enough violation that I had to for personal security issues. People who remain silent on the subject are more likely to get disappeared than people who talk about it. Thank you so much for your interest in the topic you are very kind to say such nice things about me, but really it is all about the issue at hand. Take care and God Bless.
If you feel as strongly about it and that you think I would be the best person to talk about this sort of thing, by all means feel free to send an email to any media outlets you like requesting I or anyone else in the programs who wants to step forward be given a platform to do so in a media friendly environment. I can talk until I am blue in the face to media types about being on the air with them, but for some reason they don't take the request nearly as seriously as they would if complete strangers were requesting that people like myself or someone else in a similar position were to talk about it on the air. Thanks so much again for your kind words.
Also, I don't know any more or less than anyone else, I should state that very clearly. What I do have that some of these other people getting media attention over however, is irrefutable proof that something is happening to me very clearly without my consent and against my will and very little if anything is being done about it. Meanwhile, radio shows a dime a dozen in the New Age and alternative media communities have no problem booking people making outrageous claims or feel-good platitudes that don't really change anything and/or we've heard it all before keep getting booked. If you are as sick to death of the same kinds of guests on the types of radio/tv shows you know I am talking about, as I said before, please feel free to send letters to the editor/station manager/podcasters/film makers to do something about that. I am bringing something to the table that is serious and substantive and begs to be looked at and addressed and no one seems to care. They just want the same old Chicken Soup for the Soul platitudes that everyone is completely sick of. (At least I am at any rate).
Excuse me, there's a sentence there that isn't very clear: I meant to write: "What I do have OVER some of these other people getting media attention, however" instead of what is there, lol- sorry, my typing is quicker than my brain sometimes. ;-)
Also I would recommend the following websites to understand how trauma based programming works, what the agenda is, and how they program people like myself: www.vigilantcitizen.com and www.secretarcana.com are great places to start. Researching Fritz Springmeier is also a good place to start. He is a born again christian who peppers his research with comments like "and that's why Jesus is the light and the way" but don't let the religious proselytizing turn you away from his writing if that offends you. His research is very dead on and accurate. Thanks again for caring.
Thank you so much for listening, Wildrote! I do so very much appreciate it. Why does this subject receive next to no media coverage? Please ask your alternative and/or mainstream media if you feel inclined to do so.
I am a nobody. But I did email the world puja network and told them to contact you. They host both types of people - the airheads - and serious stuff like Dr. Steven Greer. But when I say I am a nobody, I mean that I do not even pay to be a member of anything. Are they going to listen to me? Also, the world puja network is a host - you need to start your own radio program. Maybe you can use blog talk radio. You surely have enough to say.
Andrew, that is incredibly kind of you. You are not a "nobody", the media listens to people who write letters to them. Especially the alternative media. I have heard on more than one occasion Kerry Cassady at Project Camelot say that she chose someone to interview based on the letters and emails she was getting from people expressing a wish to have this person or that interviewed. I really don't want to be a radio host, but I thank you again for your generosity.
please forgive me for my last comment which you deleted. i did not mean any insult. i was just curious if there was something i could learn about myself because of my reaction to the black ops material.
Andrew, no need to apologize, I accidentally hit "delete" instead of "publish"- I had every intention of publishing your comment! It was my mistake, I guess I just had too much caffeine that day and hit the wrong button, ;0) please feel free to re post whatever you wanted to, thanks
I wrote that I started reading the link about Monarch Mind Control. And I kept falling asleep. So, I was wondering if this meant something. I guess I was fishing for some of your psychic gifts to be used for me without paying your fee. When my comment did not get published, I thought you were insulted since you take the black ops thing very seriously, and here I am saying it put me to sleep. Maybe my sleepiness is some sort of post hypnotic suggestion. I do not think of myself as an abductee. But if the figures of that Monarch thing are correct, most abductees would never be aware of being one. I have since read and listened to other sources, and found out that people who have recall of this are rare, and have the recall for a specific purpose. I also found out that abductees are mysteriously drawn to one another, so then I was thinking about how I came to find out about you as being strange.
I think that interview was very well done.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Anya.
I just want to say that I just listened to this and it is amazing to me. I really do not get the whole thing, since it is all so new to me. So the main reason why I am writing is that I feel this odd connection to your voice. I know this sounds strange. Let me say that what I do is write with people on the computer. I am a nobody - the typical internet hermit that people talk about. I feel like you are someone great and famous. But I know that as famous goes, you are not since you are bitter against those people who know less than you do who get interviewed by project Camelot - which is something I also watch sometimes. Anyway, I have this fantasy that you will contact me. But I am realistic and you may not have the time.
ReplyDeleteHi, Andrew- thank you for your comments- I feel a need to clarify- this bitterness I have is really about the lack of coverage of the subject in spite of all the people being interviewed who could talk more about it and don't and here I am raring to talk about this subject and experiencing quite a few brick walls in that regard. I get mad that people like Arizona Wilder and Cathy O'Brien don't have more media outlets to talk about their stories as well. I get bitter for every person who has been a mind control slave who has woken up and has no support system or media coverage that could turn the curve on the subject and make it more of a subject for substantive debate- If I had my druthers, I would NOT be in the media at all. I don't enjoy the spotlight. It's not as if there are a lot of perks to be had by continually talking about dark stuff that has very little appeal to people because it isn't happening to them so therefore why talk about it? It is kind of a thankless task to talk about it, but it needs to be talked about and not many are, so that's why I do it. The bitterness is always and ever (if there is any) about that and not anything about me and media coverage about me. I don't care if I get on the air or not, but I felt it a serious enough violation that I had to for personal security issues. People who remain silent on the subject are more likely to get disappeared than people who talk about it. Thank you so much for your interest in the topic you are very kind to say such nice things about me, but really it is all about the issue at hand. Take care and God Bless.
ReplyDeleteIf you feel as strongly about it and that you think I would be the best person to talk about this sort of thing, by all means feel free to send an email to any media outlets you like requesting I or anyone else in the programs who wants to step forward be given a platform to do so in a media friendly environment. I can talk until I am blue in the face to media types about being on the air with them, but for some reason they don't take the request nearly as seriously as they would if complete strangers were requesting that people like myself or someone else in a similar position were to talk about it on the air. Thanks so much again for your kind words.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I don't know any more or less than anyone else, I should state that very clearly. What I do have that some of these other people getting media attention over however, is irrefutable proof that something is happening to me very clearly without my consent and against my will and very little if anything is being done about it. Meanwhile, radio shows a dime a dozen in the New Age and alternative media communities have no problem booking people making outrageous claims or feel-good platitudes that don't really change anything and/or we've heard it all before keep getting booked. If you are as sick to death of the same kinds of guests on the types of radio/tv shows you know I am talking about, as I said before, please feel free to send letters to the editor/station manager/podcasters/film makers to do something about that. I am bringing something to the table that is serious and substantive and begs to be looked at and addressed and no one seems to care. They just want the same old Chicken Soup for the Soul platitudes that everyone is completely sick of. (At least I am at any rate).
ReplyDeleteExcuse me, there's a sentence there that isn't very clear: I meant to write: "What I do have OVER some of these other people getting media attention, however" instead of what is there, lol- sorry, my typing is quicker than my brain sometimes. ;-)
ReplyDeleteAlso I would recommend the following websites to understand how trauma based programming works, what the agenda is, and how they program people like myself: www.vigilantcitizen.com and www.secretarcana.com are great places to start. Researching Fritz Springmeier is also a good place to start. He is a born again christian who peppers his research with comments like "and that's why Jesus is the light and the way" but don't let the religious proselytizing turn you away from his writing if that offends you. His research is very dead on and accurate. Thanks again for caring.
ReplyDeleteThis is a good primer on trauma based mind control, by the way: http://secretarcana.com/hiddenknowledge/monarch-programming-mind-control/
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for listening, Wildrote! I do so very much appreciate it. Why does this subject receive next to no media coverage? Please ask your alternative and/or mainstream media if you feel inclined to do so.
ReplyDeleteI am a nobody. But I did email the world puja network and told them to contact you. They host both types of people - the airheads - and serious stuff like Dr. Steven Greer. But when I say I am a nobody, I mean that I do not even pay to be a member of anything. Are they going to listen to me? Also, the world puja network is a host - you need to start your own radio program. Maybe you can use blog talk radio. You surely have enough to say.
ReplyDeleteAndrew, that is incredibly kind of you. You are not a "nobody", the media listens to people who write letters to them. Especially the alternative media. I have heard on more than one occasion Kerry Cassady at Project Camelot say that she chose someone to interview based on the letters and emails she was getting from people expressing a wish to have this person or that interviewed. I really don't want to be a radio host, but I thank you again for your generosity.
ReplyDeleteplease forgive me for my last comment which you deleted. i did not mean any insult. i was just curious if there was something i could learn about myself because of my reaction to the black ops material.
ReplyDeleteAndrew, no need to apologize, I accidentally hit "delete" instead of "publish"- I had every intention of publishing your comment! It was my mistake, I guess I just had too much caffeine that day and hit the wrong button, ;0) please feel free to re post whatever you wanted to, thanks
ReplyDeleteI wrote that I started reading the link about Monarch Mind Control. And I kept falling asleep. So, I was wondering if this meant something. I guess I was fishing for some of your psychic gifts to be used for me without paying your fee. When my comment did not get published, I thought you were insulted since you take the black ops thing very seriously, and here I am saying it put me to sleep. Maybe my sleepiness is some sort of post hypnotic suggestion. I do not think of myself as an abductee. But if the figures of that Monarch thing are correct, most abductees would never be aware of being one. I have since read and listened to other sources, and found out that people who have recall of this are rare, and have the recall for a specific purpose. I also found out that abductees are mysteriously drawn to one another, so then I was thinking about how I came to find out about you as being strange.
ReplyDelete