Someone tell me why

This isn’t coming out of Wright Patt. I guess SIGINT streamlined these things now and have them everywhere! I guess I should be flattered because I just got a message - yes, not through email or text! Not the usual way!- a few minutes ago from a listening post in Illinois! He told me he was just the “receiver unit”, whatever the fuh that means.

By the way, Guided By Voices is an incredible band from Dayton, Ohio and a lot of the lyrics of their songs are very UAP/Wright Patt/Hangar 18/science infused and coded. They’re a great band. You should definitely check them out.

Back to your regularly scheduled programming! So I think my heart fell into my bowels for a minute when I found this⬇️!


So this is a full on all points bulletin, soup to nuts, there’s that word again- array- of interested parties telepathically communicating with me.

This is either them sending out some kind of “ping” to make it so that I’m able to hear them or they literally have some kind of implant or technology that allows them to converse with me on the regular. And it’s a bunch of people now. In the multiple dozens at this point speaking to me telepathically. The messages are usually very brief and a lot of them I never hear from them again. Their voices are distinct, and they are unique individuals. I can usually also “see” some of their physical characteristics and with a few exceptions they’re just getting in and getting out with very brief messages or conversations. So far all of them without exception have been men. Different ages, ethnicities, complexions, hair color, eye color, all of it. Mostly fighting age men but not exclusive to that. Some of them are a little older. Also, as I’ve said before there have even been generals I’ve heard and almost all of them uniformly were not nice. 😆

The younger ones assigned the task to me are more often pretty jovial and not mean spirited. Some have been very… Juvenile. But some of the ones in the headsets are different than the ones who are working the arrays. I can Geolocate some of them psychically. Which I don’t know what to make of, but each listening station or array or whatever you wanna call it has a different corporate culture. Some are more relaxed, some are more tense. It’s really weird. So the “jovial” or friendlier ones are either sociopaths and they’re just being jovial because they have superficial charm or they’re actually being jovial because they like me for me and they just wanna chat, which I highly doubt 😚 (I’m just being flippant, mkrrr), OR they’re being pleasant because- what, you get more flies with honey than you do with vinegar? I don’t know. Or maybe, maybe there’s a small chance these are people who are doing this to me because they see me as an opportunity and they want to test out their array to see how it works against the aliens when the inevitable day comes when, oh, I don’t know, maybe telepathic communication is required or some kind of end game exercise is being played and I am being used as a fail safe strategy in case the 💩 hits the fan and we lose all other methods of communication.

Kind of like what happened with Project Preserve Destiny and Dan Sherman, who ALSO didn’t respond to my email when I contacted him years ago, along with literally everyone else, but I digress!

You realize researchers and so-called whistleblowers who don’t talk to me and don’t get back to me and don’t do shit for me that you are gonna look and feel like damn fools when I am vindicated, you realize that, right? In real time.

When my story comes out legitimately this time, you’re gonna be left holding the bag looking like a stupid jerk for not getting back to me, and I may or may not in my infinite compassion allow you to have access to me, depending on how I feel at any given time, but please know that just as you claim up and down that you “keep your circles tight” and you “don’t owe anybody anything” and get all up in your feelings about how weird- weird I tell you!-parasocial realities are and how strange it is that strangers on the Internet would have the audacity to try and communicate with you about their very similar experiences as the guests you have on, and you ask the public to contact you about their extremely similar, very weird experiences, and you leave your inboxes open for messages from the public, you also do this weird thing where you spend an inordinate amount of your time reiterating disparagingly about all the “intense people” who contact you, which makes literally no sense. If you’re a  “keep your circle tight” kinda guy, why allow messages from the public on X? 🙄

So in conclusion, so called researchers, I TOO reserve the right to pretend like I don’t know who you are either when the time comes. 

When you do all of this, you realize you just sound like a  high school girl who’s humble bragging about how popular she is, right? I don’t think it’s the own you think it is. Like if I hear one more researcher who’s getting a lot of attention talking about how he just doesn’t get back to people “because he keeps his circle tight”, but leaves his inbox open for literally everyone to contact him I will call BS. I think you’re just getting off on the attention. I don’t really think this is about getting closer to solving the problem or drawing eerie comparisons or connecting the dots, I think it’s about you looking in the mirror and saying “I’m the prettiest girl in school! I’m popular!” Which is really sad, but I digress. Not cool, dudes. 

ANYhoo, did you know that brain waves have the exact same frequency as radio waves?

Yeah, that has absolutely colossal implications for what is happening to me and perhaps could be an indicator of how they are able to “process“ said brainwave data.

Which sounds absolutely terrifying for the too cool for school researchers who seem literally scared of their own shadows on the few occasions they even deign to talk about electronic warfare and surveillance, but it’s just another Thursday for Anya. I mean, after almost twenty years of this push-pull I’ve been getting from, well, everyone, it does start to give the impression that everything is a cosmic joke. I think I have started to develop the kind of Eastern European bleak humor my family worked so hard to escape from in Lithuania in the 1800s.

Most of these people actually seem pretty cool when they talk to me so maybe they’re a part of a resistance group, but odds are they just think this is a novel assignment they got and they’ve been told to be nice to me in the same way that flight attendants are trained to be sometimes? So the person being brain raped doesn’t try to open the plane door mid-flight?

Just to reiterate, I’m literally devoid of any hope at this point and am completely cynical so the chance this is some kind of “resistance” thing is probably not that at all- just so we’re clear.

Some of the voices are definitely not friendly, but they’re not threatening me or anything and for some of them it is just a job which means this is ho-hum automated and normalized, which also has really weird implications, but I digress. I mean, this is pretty weird— and (as if I didn’t have to already say it), SUPER highly illegal! 

So you better get ready because The Headwind is coming and my slew of lawyers will be at the ready by the time that happens. And of course if you’re part of the military industrial complex getting rich off of beta testing, data gathering, and harassing and interdicting private citizens on American soil by spying on me and brain raping me and gathering data through my brainwaves , you can, as always, go ****fuck****yourselves, gentlemen.

As you were! 

7:38 AM 10/15/26
OH GOODY, AN UPDATE: 
Well, I’m glad I’m making the spooks a hell of a lot cooler with their music collections at least. At least my life is not a complete waste. So anyway, as soon as I sign off and publish this thing , like within five minutes, I get another message from a guy who said, and I quote:

“I’m just the CCA. And 
WE’RE WATCHING YOU”
And I was like completely non-plussed because at this point I just don’t give a fuck so I was like “is that supposed to scare me? ‘Cause I’m not scared” and he’s like all fake Ming the Merciless “Well, you should be” and I’m like “I’m not” and then I said “Do you wanna go get a coffee or something?” and he laughed cause I know how to make people laugh because I’m disarming and charming and actually fucking funny and He was like “ I can’t” so I was like “OK, bye”
And then in another UAP -researchers- would- be-shitting -their-too-left-brained-for-their-own-good-pants, but I was just like kind of over it and actually fine moment, I asked the AI what it thought CCA was and I guarantee you it wasn’t a talent agency that wanted to hire me with a contract! Oh no! Even though I am that fucking good! It’s never the fucking talent agencies! It’s always these ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️guys! How fun for me! Did I mention I got my idea made into a Saturday Night Live sketch once? Yeah, I really did! I gave the idea to Charlie Grandy, who  was a writer for SNL and we were on the roof of my cousin’s apartment in Brooklyn at her birthday party because I was flirting with him and I thought he was cute and he ran with it. The fucker used the idea and it got made into a sketch. It was one of Amy Poehler‘s first sketches that she ever did. I’m not making it up.  And I wanted to be this goofball sitting around the writer’s table at 30 Rock writing comedy all day for a living! This is who the military industrial complex has on a golden chain. Me. *I* am a contingency plan. ME! The universe really does have a sense of humor 🤦🏻‍♀️
ANYHOO, This Shit:

What would you have me do?

Some guy in the NSC is running a background check on me right now and wants to know why I’ve been so silent the last three years with my business/Why I don’t do marketing and promotion anymore. 

Well, to put it bluntly, business has not been good because of the geopolitical and socioeconomic situation, in case you haven’t noticed.
Let’s look at the facts: I’m a Jew. I’m a woman. I’m a witch. I’m a psychic medium. By any and all accounts, I’m an extreme outlier on a good day.
 If someone likes me for one of those reasons, there’s a pretty good chance they will SO NOT like me for others. And now thanks to a 2+ decade and change campaign by various and assorted groups who are committed to killing every Jew on the planet (let alone women and extreme outliers like myself with abilities), let’s just say the economic climate has not exactly been “friendly” for people like me. Everything about the subjects have been amped up to 11 so to speak. It’s been a social networking landmind field. I have lost work because of it.
When I’m not dealing with people online and in person who are ideologically compromised on the Woke Reich, I have to deal with the useful idiots who’ve flung their life savings at the Free “Palestine” movement (which is a hate group) and the anti-Zionist movement (which is also a hate group).
When they’re not Woke Reich and spouting off about how the Jews are responsible for literally everything bad that happens on the planet, I have to deal with the checked out crunchy granola yoga mamas with terrorist flags in their social media bios who’ve been calling me a “baby killer” for the last three years and change yet have the audacity to also call themselves “spiritual not religious” while they casually spout off propaganda that would have made Goebbels blush 🤡. Sorry, but that’s my line in the sand. I’m under no obligation to serve those members of the public no matter how “spiritual“ they claim they are.
In fact, it turns my stomach.

For the record, and this is my final statement on the matter on this blog,
Zionism is simply the right for the Jewish people to self-determine on their indigenous homeland of more than 3000+ years of Judea and Samaria, a.k.a. modern day Israel.
That’s literally all it means.
But now if you support that, you’re considered
a “Zio- Nazi”.
What makes it even more maddening is I’ve actually been to Israel, I have family living there for over 70+ years.
It’s nothing like these Jew haters say it is. It’s a thriving, bustling, true participatory democracy.
It’s a cultural and ethnic melting pot. 20% of Israelis are Arab, many of them Muslim. Israel is the most religiously tolerant country in the Middle East. It is the only country in the Middle East that has rights for LGBT+. The IDF literally rescued tens of thousands of Ethiopian Jews from religious persecution in Ethiopia in the 1980s and now they thrive as a significant, meaningful, welcome part of the Israeli population at over 100,000 as a result of a thrilling, incredibly dangerous air flight out of Ethiopia in the 1980s. (Seriously, Hollywood: you have to make a movie about that event. The story behind the Ethiopian rescue/exodus is nothing short of a miracle and I for one would love to see that little known daring bit of world history on the screen.)
There is no “Israel apartheid”. There is no “Gaza genocide”. Palestinian population has gone UP 400% since 1948. 20% of Israelis are Arab. They have the same exact rights as any other Israeli and many enjoy positions of power, generational wealth, respect and influence in the country, holding positions at every level of society in every industry, including legislative and judicial.
But in today’s political climate, hardly anyone who would want to hire me wants to hear that.
To say this has been damaging to my pocketbook is an understatement. Which is the point of the anti-Zionist movement. It is designed to literally erase Jews who support the only democracy in the Middle East from public life. It is designed for Gentiles who support Israel to be erased from public life. On all sides of the political aisle. It is a hate movement. And people fell for it.
Covid didn’t help either.
It’s been a really rough 6-7 years.
Whereas before I could grit my teeth and look the other way when researchers would say awkward things to me in interviews while bringing up the issue of “Palestine” apropos of nothing, at least it was something that didn’t used to come up on the daily every minute of the day.
But now living in Mamdani’s New York, the existential threat and issue has been, shall we say, forced by the Islamofascist-Communist alliance, which is a real and very dangerous threat to my people and myself.
And I’ve had to confront that reality every day for the last three years and change since 10/7.
I have to say, I went through most of my life as a secular Jew believing people weren’t really like this anymore.
Until I saw that people really were still like this.
 To say that I’m feeling a little bit cynical and wary at this point is putting it mildly.
If you want to see my X account, you can check it out for yourself and see those thoughts more clearly and abundantly stated over there.
(The Only Way Through is Through on X.) 
I really didn’t want to bring this issue to this blog.
 I tried to keep it separate. But the issue has been forced. And now that Paris is literally burning (and Brussels and Liège and London and New York and Sydney and Melbourne and Amsterdam and Toronto and and and and), I think the issue is a little more pointed and my interests are now leaning more towards (not surprisingly) counterterrorism initiatives.
I also would like to work with grown-ups who know what the real deal actually is instead of people coming to me filled with outright or speculative nonsense flooding multiple narratives funded by a bunch of Qatari foreign influence and executed by bot farms.
That’s why. There were times I genuinely did not feel safe because of the political climate promoting my work. The political climate made it very difficult for me to be authentic and still serve a populus that was not being authentic. They were being run by a psychological operation. But if you tell them that they just get mad and they block you. So I was damned if I did and damned if I didn’t. So I decided to just be authentic and speak my mind and work at challenging disinformation campaigns as a volunteer rather than try to convince anyone of anything. I armed myself with facts and I devoted myself to that because it was an existential threat. And until fairly recently I did not feel safe talking about this publicly with an audience of potential clients, so I had nowhere to put this (along with 99% of all the other stuff in my life).  
That’s how I really feel, NSC.
If that hinders my ability to work for the
United States government, so be it.
 I refuse to apologize. Antisemitism is my line in the sand. 
And also I’ve gone silent because my guys love me and protect me. I may not feel safe here in NYC, but it’s not because of the deep state. I don’t care about those intimidators anymore. Those threats have been ameliorated.
I genuinely worry more about the unhinged lunacy that is the Islamofascist communist alliance right now. I’m not kidding. It really is that bad. Mamdani really is a member of a bat-guano crazy apocalyptic Shia sect and death cult known as “The Twelvers” who, among other things, really do believe in manufacturing as much “worldwide chaos“ as possible to bring about the 12th Imam who will then somehow create the start of judgment day.
(For those of you not already in the know on Islam, ALL Jews must be killed by judgment day and all other non-believers who refuse to convert.)
So he wants to up the ante of the chaos, and he has. His first week in office, he claimed that he didn’t want to forcefully house any homeless people in a weeklong cold snap of below zero temperatures because he didn’t want to “violate their first and fourth amendment rights to be homeless”. I kid you not.
14 people died the first week he was in office because of this.
He really is a dangerous person, and anyone like him are lethally dangerous, chaotic, stochastic and literal terrorists, and I am genuinely frightened of them way more than I am of anything the deep state could do to me right now.
That’s how safe I feel with my guys. I know I am protected. But ideological wildcards like Mamdani and his ilk are always dangerous. That’s just the reality, and it is to be avoided whenever possible.
You know that “package deal” I was telling you about? It doesn’t include my In The Ether committee of superheroes (or super villains, depending on your world view).
But they are here. The “Stuff of Legend” guys people in special ops speak hesitantly about in hushed tones?
 Those are my guys.
Yeah. Those guys you know about, but you don’t talk about that much because you aren’t even sure if it’s true or not?
They’re telling me it’s OK to say this: “they’re real and they’re spectacular!”.
(They’re also funny AF 😆)
They call what they do “Tethering”. And they work with the Green Man. You know what I’m talking about.
They love me too. Because they have a goddamn moral center and they know what the situation really is as well boots on the ground.
And they’ve seen what it’s done to me for the last three years and change.
And they love me and they care about me, unlike those lost, basement-dwelling fools in the UAP conspiracy world.
It’s an easy choice for me. I’m turning my back on serving the  “disclosure community”, and the “new age community”. Of course, if individuals still come to me and ask for sessions and they’re not bigots, I will, of course be happy to serve them. But it’s been difficult doing marketing and promotions while maintaining authenticity in what truly amounts to easily the most hostile work environment of my entire life.
That’s my final answer. I don’t want to serve bigots. I don’t care what your politics are. This whole traumatizing event has made me 100% politically homeless. I really don’t care who you vote for. But I don’t work for bigots. 
If you don’t like this answer, that’s fine.
I’m fine with it.
Thank you for your time.

You want my CV?

          David in California says “Hi”.

No, not the David you’re all thinking of.

But close!

You work in an off branch of the military connected to a US AFB in _______ (for privacy reasons).

A deep state/“deep space” laboratory devoted to “Suleiman the Great’s pursuit of following the stars”.

A connection to Naval AF base nearest Malibu - you were at RAF “Rathborne” (?) in the 80s. You’re older now. A multimillionaire who wants to fund people like me who “know too much”.

Private aerospace. Open to “weirdos” like me. You laughed when I referenced that movie line in one of the last posts. 

All right, you want a pdf/screenshot for the muckety mucks? Here it is, for all the world to see.

You know where to find me.

Thanks

Hewo to my widdle bunny wabbit in California

Your life is definitely not better than mine. Keep harassing and engaging me with your little headsets. You’re very immature people. You’re literally wasting your life on surplus line items that pretend to help people while you spy on private US citizens on American soil. And you’re gonna pay for it. You have stupid money that you don’t know what to do with and you could be using it to fool me. You haven’t learned how to do that yet.
You could be using it to compensate the American people you’ve been harassing and interdicting for years and years and years, little bunnies at AFBs and listening posts worldwide. Instead, you chose some pimply faced idiot who’s 22 and talking to me about wanting to commit suicide because he’s so miserable, he can’t even have a beer because he signed his life away and he’s stuck in the underground facility 25 7 365.
Wake up and smell the coffee. Your absurdity machine is dying. You’re a dumb bug who lost its soul.
Edwards AFB, this one’s for YOU, babies!
Edward Camus would have a field day with you.

Folks get Brown in the Sunshine 🕶️

Tan the Man With an ICY Plan 😒

Bonjour, Tristesse: I couldn't agree more. ☕️

#SpaceAgePop 

Reverie. 💭🛌💭

Dear NSA: So you’re only up to the part of my life in my files in the 90s when I was in my Stereolab phase?

I swear to God I should get extra pay for just teaching you Langley-Adjacent Lookie Loos music appreciation, but I’m really glad you like them. They are a great band. I’m glad you’re falling down the Emperor Tomato Ketchup tunnel.
 It’s pretty great, isn’t it?
When you read files on people, is it a little bit like falling in love when you like them?
It’s a sad, lonely life isn’t it?
 Filled up with NDAs and sad coffee.
(Psst: I know how to make a pretty good brew, too.)
I look forward to meeting you.