Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Total Information Awareness.

Who is Carlyle Group? This is Carlyle Group.

What a surprise. Just found out the Carlyle Group is directly connected to Booz Allen Hamilton. Essentially, Carlyle Group IS Booz Allen Hamilton. All the usual suspects of course are stock holders.

Annnnd also just found out that BAH has partnered up with Northrop Grumman in the past (probably still current), who I am actually upon reflection thinking was the defense contractor who was involved with funding the telekinesis experiment I was a part of in the early 90s. I could be wrong of course, but I think it was NG.

FYI, I have also gotten visits on my blog from Falls Church, Virginia (NG's HQ) and its environs so
Follow the money indeed:

UPDATE 3/30/13:

Well looky here. 

Of course I have no idea whatsoever if this is coming from someone at Northrop Grumman, ahem. But hi again, whomever you are.

Entry Page Time:
29 Mar 2013 16:17:10
Visit Length:
3 mins 10 secs
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Falls Church, Virginia, United States
IP Address:
Clearwire Corporation
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For The Twinned

Full sail ahead

The Zanshin Spinnaker

Monday, March 25, 2013

Alert ! Leaked Internment and Resettlement Documents ! FEMA Camps, PSYOP...

First they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out--
Because I was not a Socialist.
Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out--
Because I was not a Trade Unionist.
Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out--
Because I was not a Jew.
                             Then they came for me--and there was no one left to speak for me.
 - Martin Niemöller

Saturday, March 16, 2013

More Woolsey connections on The Joe Rogan Experience with guest Dr. Steven Greer

At the beginning of the interview, Greer states that the briefing he did for the President was via CIA director R. James Woolsey. 

Greer told him about the reverse engineered tech used by black projects and how it could help humanity if it was released. Woolsey responded with some frustration that he had no access to this black project tech.

When Woolsey wrote the report I mention in the Bases 21 interview as well as in a post on this blog that debased my Grandfather, it was well after his stint as CIA director and by that point was a Vice President at Booz Allen Hamilton. 

(Link to blog post and report:

 Greer mentions surface to brain interface via remote viewing and telepathy as the way to communicate with these craft/beings from other worlds/dimensions. 
Booz Allen Hamilton is heavily involved with mind control tech and psi tech. 

I wonder if after meeting with Greer, Woolsey wanted in on a piece of the military R&D action and decided in earnest to start looking into ways he could get some. 

 Greer also mentioned to Woolsey's wife that the UFO tech interfaces with human consciousness which further validates the probability that the telekinesis experiment I participated in in the early 90s was of intense interest to the people involved with my abductions. 

And interestingly enough, Woolsey's interest in this on the timeline corresponds exactly to my experiences with exotic propulsion systems testing and development as well as my military abductions on the timeline: 

I believe Greer said this dinner with Woolsey and his wife happened in 1990. 
I participated in the telekinesis experiment in the spring of 1991.

I'm sure there's a file of my testing somewhere that he or one of his close colleagues saw.

Real Red Queen hypothesis

"I need a pig here."

No one is more arrogant toward women, more aggressive or scornful, than the man who is anxious about his virility. - Simone de Bouvoir

Monday, March 11, 2013

Finally watched the Alara Blackwell Bases interview ; some extraordinary parallels going on here

I have to say, this is weird. I am telling the truth when I say that when this first aired just over a year ago, Alara had already contacted me on Facebook months prior to doing it saying she was a "healer" who "wanted to help" me. She reached out to me. I immediately distrusted her, got a really bad vibe off of her and told her "that's what black ops infiltrators say to unsuspecting people in the programs to re-program them" and cut her off.

Of course she objected up a storm, I'm not that way, yada yada yada, but was also someone who had been talking to my friend Mike Clelland at UFO Conferences under *another* name (assumed or not, I don't know, probably wasn't real- "Callie"- or, spelled another way and probably more deliberately, "Kali"{the hindu goddess of destruction and rebirth, hmmmm} ) for several years in a row and he never failed to mention her in conversation.

He mentioned her fragile state of being and how hard her experiences were for her and so forth, and he kind of was mesmerized by her and her plight.  On this particular congress he went to (the IUFOC for 2012), he mentioned speaking to her and then just mentioned Miles Johnston in passing to her, and within minutes she had somehow found Miles, they were talking, and it was off to the races.

I knew she was a military intelligence specialist whose job it was to get information on people, so that too also made me extremely wary of her contacting me online out of the blue after speaking to Mike and getting to hear him talk for hours about everyone he knew.

  I later was given a photo Sarah Stanga found of her on Alara's Facebook page (they were FB friends) in a Knights Templar robe with her geeky secret society friends. This did not bode well, of course, as the Knights Templars are satanists:

 (Alara 2nd from left.) 

So by then I had cut Alara off.   I'd had it -- shortly after Sarah gave me this photo, she became weird and started slandering me and we broke off contact, and then of course there's people like Max Spiers, monarch slaves married to black warlocks like Ash Cyran Staunton, initially Casbolt and his wife Haley behaving the same way towards me as a firewall, a block, what have you, Aaron McCollum calling into a radio show I was on and screaming at me for twenty minutes during the break off the air about how I had to be extremely careful about my words and that his "friend" Ash wasn't trying to slander me right after he had just left slanderous comments about me in the chat room and *wasn't* one of his handlers (even though he was), endless death threats from other super soldiers etc etc etc- people either unwittingly or deliberately again and again and again coming into my life doing pretty much the same infiltration/destruction routine, so I was not having it and my patience was long gone by that point. The laundry list of Things To Not Trust Alara With was large, and as I said, my patience by that point was nonexistent.

But regardless of this nonsense, I was still intrigued somehow by her story, and each time I tried to watch this interview (it was many times over the course of the last year), something would come over me and a kind of panic or trigger would happen at the 8 or 9 minute mark, and I would shut the whole thing off until the next time I tried to watch it and the whole routine would repeat itself. This must have happened at least five or six times over the course of the year and quite honestly was very frustrating.

Well lo and behold, for some unknown reason to me, I could finally watch the whole thing tonight and was I surprised at the number of parallels her and my story run. (I wonder if that's deliberate, or if the blocks were- probably both).

Now one of the reasons I told Alara we were not friends was that I had a horrific recovered memory of participating in a black magick ritual in 2006 that just so happened to be the day before Dean Warwick died that involved cannibalism, blood drinking, and her being a very enthusiastic participant in all of it.

Casbolt and Sarah were also involved with this utterly graphic and bizarre memory. But the most remarkable part of it was that I recall her being the most enthusiastic volunteer of them all, being a significant kissass who wanted to be the one to draw her own blood and Sarah was holding a chalice to catch it as Alara swiped the dagger over her left forearm chanting some gobbledigook that the Satanists love.

Casbolt was presiding as the leader of this ritual. We were all in black robes and this was done in a wood-panneled very plain looking rec room of some kind that may have been near an American military base airfield in England or here in the states near an airfield in Queens, New York near LaGuardia Airport. I can't say for sure which place it was, but I have since talked with James about this and he seems to think it could have been Queens as well- just as I was typing "it could have been England, or for some reason I want to say Queens" he texted me back immediately and said "I was just going to say Queens". 

Anyway, I just remember Alara in these recovered memories as the ultimate kissass, she always volunteered for everything (if you didn't do well in ritual training, you would get human - or animal, depending - excrement swiped on your forehead as a reminder to never make that mistake again and you would wear it for the next day and a half or so until the commander in charge said it was alright to wash it off) and for that my initial resentment of her was unreserved. Now keep in mind- we were in an altered state, ladies and gentlemen. I don't hold any of these people responsible for their actions because they couldn't possibly be held accountable for them in this state of mind we were all forced into under threat of death at gunpoint. So please, a little compassion, then.

(I was more reluctant a participant in "all of this"- whatever it is- even in alter, and as such remember having the "swipe" across my forehead happening more frequently than most. Well, whatever about that: this resistance I had to my training I am proud of and because of my rebellion and emotional resilience, it also probably spared me more of the mental breakdowns and trips to rehab facilities and personality disorders and addictions and compulsions and incredible self harm that most if not all of the other super soldiers (ugh, that freaking term,  I hate it) have had and continue to have and struggle with on a daily basis.

As another aside, it's interesting that I've only just remembered this in the last year or so because before that memory surfaced, there had been several people in these programs who have approached me separately and all have said "I remember you were emotionally stronger than everyone. You were very strong in that regard.")

But enough about that, about the interview:

So was I ever surprised when I listened to her all the way through without having to shut it off for fear of getting triggered? No, actually.

As she says there's a "time release" for these things and I guess the date was today for me to watch it all the way through. Interesting how many comparisons I could make to my story and as she spoke, I couldn't tell if she was refurbishing my own testimony or if this was in fact the same technology and mind control conditioning used on me as a MILAB that was used on her as a member of the military.

It also was very interesting that she said something to the effect of (and I am paraphrasing here) "Rather than try to make the soldiers more psychic, they just would use a psychic to work with the soldiers" which makes a LOT more sense and also would further strengthen my claim that the military is intensely interested in A) psychics and B) people who are contactees/experiencers. And if you are C) all of the above, then it is a Party At The CIA for them, because baby, your number is up and it's pretty much a guarantee that they require your services in a military mind control program nearest (or farthest) to you regardless of whether you want to volunteer or not.

I have a sneaking suspicion she too carries much of the same implantation, nanotech injections, and military strategist code-speak that I do (reading out coordinates, code words, phrases, etc).

It's interesting that she was a linguist as well and claims to speak at least one alien language.
I too have been very quiet about that part but also speak some weird language I can't identify as any spoken on earth. Several languages and dialects, actually, and none of which I am certain are terrestrial in origin. And of course I have had similar visitations with beings in the manner she describes.

I also was told right from the get go of my awakening that primarily I was of Sirian star origin.
 That was very clearly explained to me that this was my primary star being DNA, but that the secondary and tertiary and so forth races I was also a part of were also there - Lyran, Pleadian, Draco, etc. But I remember Sirian being the main thing of all of this and the beings made a point of emphasizing first that origin.

Anyway, I don't know what to make of this. On the one hand, I hate the fact that she's military intel (ugh), a remote viewer (double ugh-especially if there's the word "military" attached to that), and a Knights Templar. (She has publicly I guess on her defunct blog stated her reasons for being in the KT, but claims she remains in it reluctantly. I don't know what that's about. If you don't want to be in it, just quit, then.)

On the other hand, her story sounds very similar to mine. So much of what she says has resonated and makes sense because I too have experienced in some of her recollections extremely similar scenarios repeatedly, and with the concomitant disorientation, confusion, and depression to boot. Although, she also sought out my friend Mike like a heat seeking missile and got to know him and hear about all the people he knows for hours and hours and lo and behold just happened to mention my name once or twice.

So what to do? If you aren't out to get me, Alara, I'd like to establish a dialogue. Sorry if that sounds paranoid, but lady, we've been through a lot and there's a reason I had such a strong reaction to you. I don't hate you. I don't even know you. (But we probably do.)

Just because you don't remember me, maybe you might.

You know where to find me if you want to connect. I would like that. I am sure there's a time release date for that as well, and if it's meant to happen, it will.


UPDATE: 10/21/13:

Sooooo.... Alara is about as trustworthy as someone who tells you they have real estate in Florida they want to sell you. She flip flops more than a fish out of water. She also told me she consulted with two other psychics who said that the roles of me and her in the vision I had were reversed, to which I said "So what? That means we are on to something, regardless of who did what" to which she said she "couldn't handle it" and told me she couldn't speak with me anymore. So she pursues it enough to consult with not one, but two psychics, she's open to speaking with me via Skype a couple of times but then was obfuscating and flipping her story ten ways to Sunday, she says she "only" does press once or twice a year at places like the UFO Congress (conveniently enough where she found out about me through Mike Clelland), but then "shies away" from the media the rest of the year even though she's completely out about it. Does this strike you as strange, ladies and gentlemen? Contrarian behavior? Well, read on:

Marie Kayali told me that James Casbolt and Alara were joking about the videos they did after they filmed them and were not sincere at all (re: the event in Arizona they were all at where Miles Johnston filmed them (The UFO Congress in 2012, I think?))  - I think Alara and James are both very mind controlled, James more than Alara, I still think Alara is an active agent for the Knights Templar/black cabal and not to be trusted at all,  she's a complete snake in the grass like most of these people. Of course here is who is connected to the remote viewing industry, so Alara proudly places herself in that group as well, which is not encouraging at all:

Ash Cyran Staunton has since tried to infiltrate my social circle by appointing a friend of mine who is a stranger to Ash to the position of bizarrely enough administrator for an online UFO watching group called "UFO Sydney"; he then started grilling my friend about Anya Briggs and do you know who she REALLY is.   Ash is also a big fan of a publishing company called "IllumiNetPress" and somehow has publicly affiliated himself with this obviously titled publishing group ( Notice how he is trying to get involved with as many UFO groups around the globe as he can now. (Why would someone in Sydney, Australia be affiliated with a UFO group in Missouri in the United States? Of course Ash's Google+ profile, which also lists Black Illuminati Cabal witch Sara Adams as being in his circle, states that he is living currently in Boulder, Colorado.) This is part of the agenda, to infiltrate and spread disinformation. If Ash Cyran Staunton is a part of your UFO group, ladies and gentlemen, understand that he is an agent for the black cabal and is there to deliberately infiltrate and destroy your group from within.

This is all complete and utter nonsense what these people are saying about me,  and further evidence of the mind controlled gits on display who have no intention of leaving their entrenched, agenda-ed, occultic positions. What they speak of of their experiences of the supernatural is real in some cases, but their agendas and goals are false.

Please understand I have no more associations with these people than a victim of a crime has with her perpetrator. So anyone online who says I am an "associate" of these people is crazy and/or lying. Casbolt has harassed me in ways you can't even imagine, he's been one of my chief abusers for years now. We are not friends. He is a damaged and incredibly warped individual. He taught me a lot of information about how these psychopaths think, and for that I am extremely grateful. I learned alot about psychosis from him and what the agenda is of some of these fanatics in a direct and personal way that most people don't get a chance to see up close. For that I am grateful as well because now it has shown me their tricks and I know how to fight them even better than before.

 I wish these people well, but they have all been sent by the cabal to disrupt and interrupt my life and try to discredit me as a whistleblower/truth teller.

 I am not entrenched WITH ANYBODY, my dears. In fact I have had to step away from people I care about because I think the Illuminati has their talons in them and they do not want to wake up from the delusional bill of goods they've been sold even after I had repeatedly warned them and told them how concerned I was for their well being.

Any of you who think I am a "Zionist-Jesuit agent" or "Illuminati black witch" or "Vril Maiden" or any other nonsensical slanderous title you wish to give me are wrong and false yourself. Get a grip, haters. I am living my life, and living it well. It just eats you up inside, doesn't it? Peace be with you, but you are sad, sad individuals who chose self-pity instead of real self-emancipation. Good luck with that. It will not serve you in the end. Disruption and destruction will come to those who live lives of disruption and destruction. It doesn't take a mind reader to figure that one out, either. 

Sunday, March 3, 2013

The Persistence of Memory

“Ester asked why people are sad.
"That’s simple," says the old man. "They are the prisoners of their personal history. Everyone believes that the main aim in life is to follow a plan. They never ask if that plan is theirs or if it was created by another person. They accumulate experiences, memories, things, other people's ideas, and it is more than they can possibly cope with. And that is why they forget their dreams.”
― Paulo CoelhoThe Zahir

Friday, March 1, 2013

Like Cats and Dogs

The dog who can't see taken for walks by guide cat... Pwditat and Terfel have become firm friends after the cat began acting as a guide for the blind dog. Terfel was diagnosed with cataracts and confined to his basket to stop him bumping into things. But after owner Judy Godfrey-Brown let a stray cat into her home, the dog has been given a new lease of life. Rather than fighting like cats and dogs, the cat softly approached Terfel and seemed to know that he could not see. The cat led the blind dog out of his basket and out into the garden. Pwditat immediately seemed to know that Terfel is blind through some sort of sixth sense that animals have. She uses her paws to help guide him around the house and in the garden. They are glued to each other and even sleep together now. ♥