What would you have me do?

Some guy in the NSC is running a background check on me right now and wants to know why I’ve been so silent the last three years with my business/Why I don’t do marketing and promotion anymore. 

Well, to put it bluntly, business has not been good because of the geopolitical and socioeconomic situation, in case you haven’t noticed.
Let’s look at the facts: I’m a Jew. I’m a woman. I’m a witch. I’m a psychic medium. By any and all accounts, I’m an extreme outlier on a good day.
 If someone likes me for one of those reasons, there’s a pretty good chance they will SO NOT like me for others. And now thanks to a 2+ decade and change campaign by various and assorted groups who are committed to killing every Jew on the planet (let alone women and extreme outliers like myself with abilities), let’s just say the economic climate has not exactly been “friendly” for people like me. Everything about the subjects have been amped up to 11 so to speak. It’s been a social networking landmind field. I have lost work because of it.
When I’m not dealing with people online and in person who are ideologically compromised on the Woke Reich, I have to deal with the useful idiots who’ve flung their life savings at the Free “Palestine” movement (which is a hate group) and the anti-Zionist movement (which is also a hate group).
When they’re not Woke Reich and spouting off about how the Jews are responsible for literally everything bad that happens on the planet, I have to deal with the checked out crunchy granola yoga mamas with terrorist flags in their social media bios who’ve been calling me a “baby killer” for the last three years and change yet have the audacity to also call themselves “spiritual not religious” while they casually spout off propaganda that would have made Goebbels blush 🤡. Sorry, but that’s my line in the sand. I’m under no obligation to serve those members of the public no matter how “spiritual“ they claim they are.
In fact, it turns my stomach.

For the record, and this is my final statement on the matter on this blog,
Zionism is simply the right for the Jewish people to self-determine on their indigenous homeland of more than 3000+ years of Judea and Samaria, a.k.a. modern day Israel.
That’s literally all it means.
But now if you support that, you’re considered
a “Zio- Nazi”.
What makes it even more maddening is I’ve actually been to Israel, I have family living there for over 70+ years.
It’s nothing like these Jew haters say it is. It’s a thriving, bustling, true participatory democracy.
It’s a cultural and ethnic melting pot. 20% of Israelis are Arab, many of them Muslim. Israel is the most religiously tolerant country in the Middle East. It is the only country in the Middle East that has rights for LGBT+. The IDF literally rescued tens of thousands of Ethiopian Jews from religious persecution in Ethiopia in the 1980s and now they thrive as a significant, meaningful, welcome part of the Israeli population at over 100,000 as a result of a thrilling, incredibly dangerous air flight out of Ethiopia in the 1980s. (Seriously, Hollywood: you have to make a movie about that event. The story behind the Ethiopian rescue/exodus is nothing short of a miracle and I for one would love to see that little known daring bit of world history on the screen.)
There is no “Israel apartheid”. There is no “Gaza genocide”. Palestinian population has gone UP 400% since 1948. 20% of Israelis are Arab. They have the same exact rights as any other Israeli and many enjoy positions of power, generational wealth, respect and influence in the country, holding positions at every level of society in every industry, including legislative and judicial.
But in today’s political climate, hardly anyone who would want to hire me wants to hear that.
To say this has been damaging to my pocketbook is an understatement. Which is the point of the anti-Zionist movement. It is designed to literally erase Jews who support the only democracy in the Middle East from public life. It is designed for Gentiles who support Israel to be erased from public life. On all sides of the political aisle. It is a hate movement. And people fell for it.
Covid didn’t help either.
It’s been a really rough 6-7 years.
Whereas before I could grit my teeth and look the other way when researchers would say awkward things to me in interviews while bringing up the issue of “Palestine” apropos of nothing, at least it was something that didn’t used to come up on the daily every minute of the day.
But now living in Mamdani’s New York, the existential threat and issue has been, shall we say, forced by the Islamofascist-Communist alliance, which is a real and very dangerous threat to my people and myself.
And I’ve had to confront that reality every day for the last three years and change since 10/7.
I have to say, I went through most of my life as a secular Jew believing people weren’t really like this anymore.
Until I saw that people really were still like this.
 To say that I’m feeling a little bit cynical and wary at this point is putting it mildly.
If you want to see my X account, you can check it out for yourself and see those thoughts more clearly and abundantly stated over there.
(The Only Way Through is Through on X.) 
I really didn’t want to bring this issue to this blog.
 I tried to keep it separate. But the issue has been forced. And now that Paris is literally burning (and Brussels and Liège and London and New York and Sydney and Melbourne and Amsterdam and Toronto and and and and), I think the issue is a little more pointed and my interests are now leaning more towards (not surprisingly) counterterrorism initiatives.
I also would like to work with grown-ups who know what the real deal actually is instead of people coming to me filled with outright or speculative nonsense flooding multiple narratives funded by a bunch of Qatari foreign influence and executed by bot farms.
That’s why. There were times I genuinely did not feel safe because of the political climate promoting my work. The political climate made it very difficult for me to be authentic and still serve a populus that was not being authentic. They were being run by a psychological operation. But if you tell them that they just get mad and they block you. So I was damned if I did and damned if I didn’t. So I decided to just be authentic and speak my mind and work at challenging disinformation campaigns as a volunteer rather than try to convince anyone of anything. I armed myself with facts and I devoted myself to that because it was an existential threat. And until fairly recently I did not feel safe talking about this publicly with an audience of potential clients, so I had nowhere to put this (along with 99% of all the other stuff in my life).  
That’s how I really feel, NSC.
If that hinders my ability to work for the
United States government, so be it.
 I refuse to apologize. Antisemitism is my line in the sand. 
And also I’ve gone silent because my guys love me and protect me. I may not feel safe here in NYC, but it’s not because of the deep state. I don’t care about those intimidators anymore. Those threats have been ameliorated.
I genuinely worry more about the unhinged lunacy that is the Islamofascist communist alliance right now. I’m not kidding. It really is that bad. Mamdani really is a member of a bat-guano crazy apocalyptic Shia sect and death cult known as “The Twelvers” who, among other things, really do believe in manufacturing as much “worldwide chaos“ as possible to bring about the 12th Imam who will then somehow create the start of judgment day.
(For those of you not already in the know on Islam, ALL Jews must be killed by judgment day and all other non-believers who refuse to convert.)
So he wants to up the ante of the chaos, and he has. His first week in office, he claimed that he didn’t want to forcefully house any homeless people in a weeklong cold snap of below zero temperatures because he didn’t want to “violate their first and fourth amendment rights to be homeless”. I kid you not.
14 people died the first week he was in office because of this.
He really is a dangerous person, and anyone like him are lethally dangerous, chaotic, stochastic and literal terrorists, and I am genuinely frightened of them way more than I am of anything the deep state could do to me right now.
That’s how safe I feel with my guys. I know I am protected. But ideological wildcards like Mamdani and his ilk are always dangerous. That’s just the reality, and it is to be avoided whenever possible.
You know that “package deal” I was telling you about? It doesn’t include my In The Ether committee of superheroes (or super villains, depending on your world view).
But they are here. The “Stuff of Legend” guys people in special ops speak hesitantly about in hushed tones?
 Those are my guys.
Yeah. Those guys you know about, but you don’t talk about that much because you aren’t even sure if it’s true or not?
They’re telling me it’s OK to say this: “they’re real and they’re spectacular!”.
(They’re also funny AF 😆)
They call what they do “Tethering”. And they work with the Green Man. You know what I’m talking about.
They love me too. Because they have a goddamn moral center and they know what the situation really is as well boots on the ground.
And they’ve seen what it’s done to me for the last three years and change.
And they love me and they care about me, unlike those lost, basement-dwelling fools in the UAP conspiracy world.
It’s an easy choice for me. I’m turning my back on serving the  “disclosure community”, and the “new age community”. Of course, if individuals still come to me and ask for sessions and they’re not bigots, I will, of course be happy to serve them. But it’s been difficult doing marketing and promotions while maintaining authenticity in what truly amounts to easily the most hostile work environment of my entire life.
That’s my final answer. I don’t want to serve bigots. I don’t care what your politics are. This whole traumatizing event has made me 100% politically homeless. I really don’t care who you vote for. But I don’t work for bigots. 
If you don’t like this answer, that’s fine.
I’m fine with it.
Thank you for your time.