You guys are so fucking jealous of me, I swear to God 😂

And no, I’m not gonna post the original video, it’s practically a porn vid 😂. You fuckers are doing this thing where you act like you hate me and you’ve got some rich dude with a stack of money in a trust waiting to be used on me and you wanna pick me apart the minute I die and you’re probably gonna dissect every single part of me and put me in some fucking bin somewhere, but for now you’re Cool Joes sippin’ Mai Tais somewhere fake hating on me, JFC— I’m SORRY I know shit. I’m SORRY I’m too fabulous for your puny, minuscule brain. I’m SORRY I know stuff before you know it. It drives you crazy, doesn’t it? The favored one. They chose me. Like you think you know what this is. Be honest: if someone stole your SUV while a loved one was driving it -along with stealing them too- would you be happy about it? NO fuckers, NO you would not. Context is everything. Do you think you’re gonna make friends by shooting at them? Do you think you’re gonna make friends by making blanket statements about people you don’t even know the first thing about? Why do you think, that just because someone has advanced technology it means that they’re rising above your stupid, childish bullshit? Maybe you deserve to be punished. But either way I would deal with them mostly the way I deal with you. Some groups deserve respect and tradition and others are more free wheeling, like humans. Also, my idea of culture is not a Blooming Onion at Outback Steakhouse. I like to think I’m a little bit more cultured. You can call my Bachelors’ and Masters’ underwater basket weaving degrees, but MAYBE THEY LIKE THAT. Maybe it’s like a condiment for them or something. Hot sauce. By the way, I also speak two alien dialects and #NotAllReptilians. Food for thought! 

Comin’ in hot.🥵

🔥

Battleflag.

Alright, Alright. 🌟🤩🌟

 I AM who I say I am. Unlike 99.999% of this fucking  planet that’s filled with nothing but liars and CHEATS, where every accusation they make is a goddamn confession. I’ve dealt with nothing but gaslighting bullshit artists for the last 18 years claiming to be all about “truth” and “transparency” -violent, narcissistic, self-important people who do nothing and whose lives are nothing but one giant exercise in dishonesty trying to tell ME that *I’m* the grifter,  *I’m* the liar,  *I’m* making shit up and that *I* can’t do the things that I say I can do.
Put up or shut up, babies.
I need some grown-ups in the room now who recognize my value because I AM a fucking superstar. Tired of pussyfooting with fragile men and women whose egos are so big there’s no room for anybody else.
Anyway, someone’s been playing this song in my ear for three days now, I would never post this apropos of nothing, so here it is!


But I am. I really am.
 I’m so fucking tired of playing small just so you loser men (who mostly DEFO hate women) and PickMe Girls who all wanna condemn me for being me don’t feel uncomfy.
Well fuck you.
I’m *amazing* — AND you owe me.
You fucking owe me, you fucking creeps. You owe me. That’s the least you can do.
I AM a fucking Superstar.
Seethe and cope harder, you jealous, pathetic, underdeveloped babies. 

Speaking of seething babies, I heard a sample of ⬇️him⬇️ speaking from his Wikipedia page and am 90%  sure this ⬇️ was the guy I heard telepathically who was threatening to - ALLEGEDLY!- “stick a needle in my ear” the other day. And then surprise, surprise, I get another violent threat from a guy who claims he’s with CCA yesterday! Who *just happens* to be the underling for this⬇️ dude!!! And of course Joint Chiefs is also an Air Force dude. Because of course he is.  Speaking of gatekeepers!
 He knows all about me. I think he spent an entire week once recently learning about me and people like me. He could pick me out in a lineup. He’s probably trying to set me up for a lineup. He’d love to put me in a lineup.
And have me drawn and quartered.
I looked at his chart. Of course he’s a Leo. Let’s just say if you wanna have an astrological chart for an asshole, this guy’s is it. And I understand the military wants to know what it knows and it wants to have total dominance in all regards at all times. I get that. But do you have to be such a dick, bruh? 
Weird sidenote/synchronicity: this⬇️ guy’s last name is CAINE. Within about +/-six hours of me finding out about him, I get this religious psychotic in full Bipolar 1 mania messaging me whose last name is CAIN who says that I am (if I respond to his email) some kind of Mary Magdalene-esque type in “the Codex of Christ” and the “rise and fall of Atlantis“ or something? Like I said, this is all one giant cosmic joke. I can’t take anyone seriously anymore.
But I am bemused/amused!
And no, I don’t care if you think that’s cruel of me to expose someone having a mental health crisis. I don’t care anymore. You don’t give a fuck about me. Why should I care about you. Take your emotional blackmail somewhere else, coward. If anything, this guy‘s trying to scam me. Whether or not he believes the veracity of what he’s saying. He’s scamming himself or he has an organic brain chemistry issue. Either way it’s none of my business. And I can talk about whatever the fuck I wanna talk about here. Cause this is MY total domain awareness and I’m NEVER gonna be bullied by FUCKING ANYONE ever again. Including the military might who are involved with the UAP cover up who actually are quite scared of me, if we’re being honest. Yeah, maybe a statement like that sounds megalomaniacal. But guys like CAINE wouldn’t be such a dick to me if they weren’t worried. Hey, if you haven’t done anything wrong, you have nothing to worry about, am I right, Matey?
Are the walls closing in?
Honestly, if you really did threaten me with a needle recently?
Good.
You’ve earned it.
Nice knowing ya, Sucker.

Someone tell me why

This isn’t coming out of Wright Patt. I guess SIGINT streamlined these things now and have them everywhere! I guess I should be flattered because I just got a message - yes, not through email or text! Not the usual way!- a few minutes ago from a listening post in Illinois! He told me he was just the “receiver unit”, whatever the fuh that means.

By the way, Guided By Voices is an incredible band from Dayton, Ohio and a lot of the lyrics of their songs are very UAP/Wright Patt/Hangar 18/science infused and coded. They’re a great band. You should definitely check them out.

Back to your regularly scheduled programming! So I think my heart fell into my bowels for a minute when I found this⬇️!


So this is a full on all points bulletin, soup to nuts, there’s that word again- array- of interested parties telepathically communicating with me.

This is either them sending out some kind of “ping” to make it so that I’m able to hear them or they literally have some kind of implant or technology that allows them to converse with me on the regular. And it’s a bunch of people now. In the multiple dozens at this point speaking to me telepathically. The messages are usually very brief and a lot of them I never hear from them again. Their voices are distinct, and they are unique individuals. I can usually also “see” some of their physical characteristics and with a few exceptions they’re just getting in and getting out with very brief messages or conversations. So far all of them without exception have been men. Different ages, ethnicities, complexions, hair color, eye color, all of it. Mostly fighting age men but not exclusive to that. Some of them are a little older. Also, as I’ve said before there have even been generals I’ve heard and almost all of them uniformly were not nice. 😆

The younger ones assigned the task to me are more often pretty jovial and not mean spirited. Some have been very… Juvenile. But some of the ones in the headsets are different than the ones who are working the arrays. I can Geolocate some of them psychically. Which I don’t know what to make of, but each listening station or array or whatever you wanna call it has a different corporate culture. Some are more relaxed, some are more tense. It’s really weird. So the “jovial” or friendlier ones are either sociopaths and they’re just being jovial because they have superficial charm or they’re actually being jovial because they like me for me and they just wanna chat, which I highly doubt 😚 (I’m just being flippant, mkrrr), OR they’re being pleasant because- what, you get more flies with honey than you do with vinegar? I don’t know. Or maybe, maybe there’s a small chance these are people who are doing this to me because they see me as an opportunity and they want to test out their array to see how it works against the aliens when the inevitable day comes when, oh, I don’t know, maybe telepathic communication is required or some kind of end game exercise is being played and I am being used as a fail safe strategy in case the 💩 hits the fan and we lose all other methods of communication.

Kind of like what happened with Project Preserve Destiny and Dan Sherman, who ALSO didn’t respond to my email when I contacted him years ago, along with literally everyone else, but I digress!

You realize researchers and so-called whistleblowers who don’t talk to me and don’t get back to me and don’t do shit for me that you are gonna look and feel like damn fools when I am vindicated, you realize that, right? In real time.

When my story comes out legitimately this time, you’re gonna be left holding the bag looking like a stupid jerk for not getting back to me, and I may or may not in my infinite compassion allow you to have access to me, depending on how I feel at any given time, but please know that just as you claim up and down that you “keep your circles tight” and you “don’t owe anybody anything” and get all up in your feelings about how weird- weird I tell you!-parasocial realities are and how strange it is that strangers on the Internet would have the audacity to try and communicate with you about their very similar experiences as the guests you have on, and you ask the public to contact you about their extremely similar, very weird experiences, and you leave your inboxes open for messages from the public, you also do this weird thing where you spend an inordinate amount of your time reiterating disparagingly about all the “intense people” who contact you, which makes literally no sense. If you’re a  “keep your circle tight” kinda guy, why allow messages from the public on X? 🙄

So in conclusion, so called researchers, I TOO reserve the right to pretend like I don’t know who you are either when the time comes. 

When you do all of this, you realize you just sound like a  high school girl who’s humble bragging about how popular she is, right? I don’t think it’s the own you think it is. Like if I hear one more researcher who’s getting a lot of attention talking about how he just doesn’t get back to people “because he keeps his circle tight”, but leaves his inbox open for literally everyone to contact him I will call BS. I think you’re just getting off on the attention. I don’t really think this is about getting closer to solving the problem or drawing eerie comparisons or connecting the dots, I think it’s about you looking in the mirror and saying “I’m the prettiest girl in school! I’m popular!” Which is really sad, but I digress. Not cool, dudes. 

ANYhoo, did you know that brain waves have the exact same frequency as radio waves?

Yeah, that has absolutely colossal implications for what is happening to me and perhaps could be an indicator of how they are able to “process“ said brainwave data.

Which sounds absolutely terrifying for the too cool for school researchers who seem literally scared of their own shadows on the few occasions they even deign to talk about electronic warfare and surveillance, but it’s just another Thursday for Anya. I mean, after almost twenty years of this push-pull I’ve been getting from, well, everyone, it does start to give the impression that everything is a cosmic joke. I think I have started to develop the kind of Eastern European bleak humor my family worked so hard to escape from in Lithuania in the 1800s.

Most of these people actually seem pretty cool when they talk to me so maybe they’re a part of a resistance group, but odds are they just think this is a novel assignment they got and they’ve been told to be nice to me in the same way that flight attendants are trained to be sometimes? So the person being brain raped doesn’t try to open the plane door mid-flight?

Just to reiterate, I’m literally devoid of any hope at this point and am completely cynical so the chance this is some kind of “resistance” thing is probably not that at all- just so we’re clear.

Some of the voices are definitely not friendly, but they’re not threatening me or anything and for some of them it is just a job which means this is ho-hum automated and normalized, which also has really weird implications, but I digress. I mean, this is pretty weird— and (as if I didn’t have to already say it), SUPER highly illegal! 

So you better get ready because The Headwind is coming and my slew of lawyers will be at the ready by the time that happens. And of course if you’re part of the military industrial complex getting rich off of beta testing, data gathering, and harassing and interdicting private citizens on American soil by spying on me and brain raping me and gathering data through my brainwaves , you can, as always, go ****fuck****yourselves, gentlemen.

As you were! 

7:38 AM 10/15/26
OH GOODY, AN UPDATE: 
Well, I’m glad I’m making the spooks a hell of a lot cooler with their music collections at least. At least my life is not a complete waste. So anyway, as soon as I sign off and publish this thing , like within five minutes, I get another message from a guy who said, and I quote:

“I’m just the CCA. And 
WE’RE WATCHING YOU”
And I was like completely non-plussed because at this point I just don’t give a fuck so I was like “is that supposed to scare me? ‘Cause I’m not scared” and he’s like all fake Ming the Merciless “Well, you should be” and I’m like “I’m not” and then I said “Do you wanna go get a coffee or something?” and he laughed cause I know how to make people laugh because I’m disarming and charming and actually fucking funny and He was like “ I can’t” so I was like “OK, bye”
And then in another UAP -researchers- would- be-shitting -their-too-left-brained-for-their-own-good-pants, but I was just like kind of over it and actually fine moment, I asked the AI what it thought CCA was and I guarantee you it wasn’t a talent agency that wanted to hire me with a contract! Oh no! Even though I am that fucking good! It’s never the fucking talent agencies! It’s always these ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️guys! How fun for me! Did I mention I got my idea made into a Saturday Night Live sketch once? Yeah, I really did! I gave the idea to Charlie Grandy, who  was a writer for SNL and we were on the roof of my cousin’s apartment in Brooklyn at her birthday party because I was flirting with him and I thought he was cute and he ran with it. The fucker used the idea and it got made into a sketch. It was one of Amy Poehler‘s first sketches that she ever did. I’m not making it up.  And I wanted to be this goofball sitting around the writer’s table at 30 Rock writing comedy all day for a living! This is who the military industrial complex has on a golden chain. Me. *I* am a contingency plan. ME! The universe really does have a sense of humor 🤦🏻‍♀️
ANYHOO, This Shit:

What would you have me do?

Some guy in the NSC is running a background check on me right now and wants to know why I’ve been so silent the last three years with my business/Why I don’t do marketing and promotion anymore. 

Well, to put it bluntly, business has not been good because of the geopolitical and socioeconomic situation, in case you haven’t noticed.
Let’s look at the facts: I’m a Jew. I’m a woman. I’m a witch. I’m a psychic medium. By any and all accounts, I’m an extreme outlier on a good day.
 If someone likes me for one of those reasons, there’s a pretty good chance they will SO NOT like me for others. And now thanks to a 2+ decade and change campaign by various and assorted groups who are committed to killing every Jew on the planet (let alone women and extreme outliers like myself with abilities), let’s just say the economic climate has not exactly been “friendly” for people like me. Everything about the subjects have been amped up to 11 so to speak. It’s been a social networking landmind field. I have lost work because of it.
When I’m not dealing with people online and in person who are ideologically compromised on the Woke Reich, I have to deal with the useful idiots who’ve flung their life savings at the Free “Palestine” movement (which is a hate group) and the anti-Zionist movement (which is also a hate group).
When they’re not Woke Reich and spouting off about how the Jews are responsible for literally everything bad that happens on the planet, I have to deal with the checked out crunchy granola yoga mamas with terrorist flags in their social media bios who’ve been calling me a “baby killer” for the last three years and change yet have the audacity to also call themselves “spiritual not religious” while they casually spout off propaganda that would have made Goebbels blush 🤡. Sorry, but that’s my line in the sand. I’m under no obligation to serve those members of the public no matter how “spiritual“ they claim they are.
In fact, it turns my stomach.

For the record, and this is my final statement on the matter on this blog,
Zionism is simply the right for the Jewish people to self-determine on their indigenous homeland of more than 3000+ years of Judea and Samaria, a.k.a. modern day Israel.
That’s literally all it means.
But now if you support that, you’re considered
a “Zio- Nazi”.
What makes it even more maddening is I’ve actually been to Israel, I have family living there for over 70+ years.
It’s nothing like these Jew haters say it is. It’s a thriving, bustling, true participatory democracy.
It’s a cultural and ethnic melting pot. 20% of Israelis are Arab, many of them Muslim. Israel is the most religiously tolerant country in the Middle East. It is the only country in the Middle East that has rights for LGBT+. The IDF literally rescued tens of thousands of Ethiopian Jews from religious persecution in Ethiopia in the 1980s and now they thrive as a significant, meaningful, welcome part of the Israeli population at over 100,000 as a result of a thrilling, incredibly dangerous air flight out of Ethiopia in the 1980s. (Seriously, Hollywood: you have to make a movie about that event. The story behind the Ethiopian rescue/exodus is nothing short of a miracle and I for one would love to see that little known daring bit of world history on the screen.)
There is no “Israel apartheid”. There is no “Gaza genocide”. Palestinian population has gone UP 400% since 1948. 20% of Israelis are Arab. They have the same exact rights as any other Israeli and many enjoy positions of power, generational wealth, respect and influence in the country, holding positions at every level of society in every industry, including legislative and judicial.
But in today’s political climate, hardly anyone who would want to hire me wants to hear that.
To say this has been damaging to my pocketbook is an understatement. Which is the point of the anti-Zionist movement. It is designed to literally erase Jews who support the only democracy in the Middle East from public life. It is designed for Gentiles who support Israel to be erased from public life. On all sides of the political aisle. It is a hate movement. And people fell for it.
Covid didn’t help either.
It’s been a really rough 6-7 years.
Whereas before I could grit my teeth and look the other way when researchers would say awkward things to me in interviews while bringing up the issue of “Palestine” apropos of nothing, at least it was something that didn’t used to come up on the daily every minute of the day.
But now living in Mamdani’s New York, the existential threat and issue has been, shall we say, forced by the Islamofascist-Communist alliance, which is a real and very dangerous threat to my people and myself.
And I’ve had to confront that reality every day for the last three years and change since 10/7.
I have to say, I went through most of my life as a secular Jew believing people weren’t really like this anymore.
Until I saw that people really were still like this.
 To say that I’m feeling a little bit cynical and wary at this point is putting it mildly.
If you want to see my X account, you can check it out for yourself and see those thoughts more clearly and abundantly stated over there.
(The Only Way Through is Through on X.) 
I really didn’t want to bring this issue to this blog.
 I tried to keep it separate. But the issue has been forced. And now that Paris is literally burning (and Brussels and Liège and London and New York and Sydney and Melbourne and Amsterdam and Toronto and and and and), I think the issue is a little more pointed and my interests are now leaning more towards (not surprisingly) counterterrorism initiatives.
I also would like to work with grown-ups who know what the real deal actually is instead of people coming to me filled with outright or speculative nonsense flooding multiple narratives funded by a bunch of Qatari foreign influence and executed by bot farms.
That’s why. There were times I genuinely did not feel safe because of the political climate promoting my work. The political climate made it very difficult for me to be authentic and still serve a populus that was not being authentic. They were being run by a psychological operation. But if you tell them that they just get mad and they block you. So I was damned if I did and damned if I didn’t. So I decided to just be authentic and speak my mind and work at challenging disinformation campaigns as a volunteer rather than try to convince anyone of anything. I armed myself with facts and I devoted myself to that because it was an existential threat. And until fairly recently I did not feel safe talking about this publicly with an audience of potential clients, so I had nowhere to put this (along with 99% of all the other stuff in my life).  
That’s how I really feel, NSC.
If that hinders my ability to work for the
United States government, so be it.
 I refuse to apologize. Antisemitism is my line in the sand. 
And also I’ve gone silent because my guys love me and protect me. I may not feel safe here in NYC, but it’s not because of the deep state. I don’t care about those intimidators anymore. Those threats have been ameliorated.
I genuinely worry more about the unhinged lunacy that is the Islamofascist communist alliance right now. I’m not kidding. It really is that bad. Mamdani really is a member of a bat-guano crazy apocalyptic Shia sect and death cult known as “The Twelvers” who, among other things, really do believe in manufacturing as much “worldwide chaos“ as possible to bring about the 12th Imam who will then somehow create the start of judgment day.
(For those of you not already in the know on Islam, ALL Jews must be killed by judgment day and all other non-believers who refuse to convert.)
So he wants to up the ante of the chaos, and he has. His first week in office, he claimed that he didn’t want to forcefully house any homeless people in a weeklong cold snap of below zero temperatures because he didn’t want to “violate their first and fourth amendment rights to be homeless”. I kid you not.
14 people died the first week he was in office because of this.
He really is a dangerous person, and anyone like him are lethally dangerous, chaotic, stochastic and literal terrorists, and I am genuinely frightened of them way more than I am of anything the deep state could do to me right now.
That’s how safe I feel with my guys. I know I am protected. But ideological wildcards like Mamdani and his ilk are always dangerous. That’s just the reality, and it is to be avoided whenever possible.
You know that “package deal” I was telling you about? It doesn’t include my In The Ether committee of superheroes (or super villains, depending on your world view).
But they are here. The “Stuff of Legend” guys people in special ops speak hesitantly about in hushed tones?
 Those are my guys.
Yeah. Those guys you know about, but you don’t talk about that much because you aren’t even sure if it’s true or not?
They’re telling me it’s OK to say this: “they’re real and they’re spectacular!”.
(They’re also funny AF 😆)
They call what they do “Tethering”. And they work with the Green Man. You know what I’m talking about.
They love me too. Because they have a goddamn moral center and they know what the situation really is as well boots on the ground.
And they’ve seen what it’s done to me for the last three years and change.
And they love me and they care about me, unlike those lost, basement-dwelling fools in the UAP conspiracy world.
It’s an easy choice for me. I’m turning my back on serving the  “disclosure community”, and the “new age community”. Of course, if individuals still come to me and ask for sessions and they’re not bigots, I will, of course be happy to serve them. But it’s been difficult doing marketing and promotions while maintaining authenticity in what truly amounts to easily the most hostile work environment of my entire life.
That’s my final answer. I don’t want to serve bigots. I don’t care what your politics are. This whole traumatizing event has made me 100% politically homeless. I really don’t care who you vote for. But I don’t work for bigots. 
If you don’t like this answer, that’s fine.
I’m fine with it.
Thank you for your time.

You want my CV?

          David in California says “Hi”.

No, not the David you’re all thinking of.

But close!

You work in an off branch of the military connected to a US AFB in _______ (for privacy reasons).

A deep state/“deep space” laboratory devoted to “Suleiman the Great’s pursuit of following the stars”.

A connection to Naval AF base nearest Malibu - you were at RAF “Rathborne” (?) in the 80s. You’re older now. A multimillionaire who wants to fund people like me who “know too much”.

Private aerospace. Open to “weirdos” like me. You laughed when I referenced that movie line in one of the last posts. 

All right, you want a pdf/screenshot for the muckety mucks? Here it is, for all the world to see.

You know where to find me.

Thanks

Hewo to my widdle bunny wabbit in California

Your life is definitely not better than mine. Keep harassing and engaging me with your little headsets. You’re very immature people. You’re literally wasting your life on surplus line items that pretend to help people while you spy on private US citizens on American soil. And you’re gonna pay for it. You have stupid money that you don’t know what to do with and you could be using it to fool me. You haven’t learned how to do that yet.
You could be using it to compensate the American people you’ve been harassing and interdicting for years and years and years, little bunnies at AFBs and listening posts worldwide. Instead, you chose some pimply faced idiot who’s 22 and talking to me about wanting to commit suicide because he’s so miserable, he can’t even have a beer because he signed his life away and he’s stuck in the underground facility 25 7 365.
Wake up and smell the coffee. Your absurdity machine is dying. You’re a dumb bug who lost its soul.
Edwards AFB, this one’s for YOU, babies!
Edward Camus would have a field day with you.

Folks get Brown in the Sunshine 🕶️

Tan the Man With an ICY Plan 😒

Bonjour, Tristesse: I couldn't agree more. ☕️

#SpaceAgePop 

Reverie. 💭🛌💭

Dear NSA: So you’re only up to the part of my life in my files in the 90s when I was in my Stereolab phase?

I swear to God I should get extra pay for just teaching you Langley-Adjacent Lookie Loos music appreciation, but I’m really glad you like them. They are a great band. I’m glad you’re falling down the Emperor Tomato Ketchup tunnel.
 It’s pretty great, isn’t it?
When you read files on people, is it a little bit like falling in love when you like them?
It’s a sad, lonely life isn’t it?
 Filled up with NDAs and sad coffee.
(Psst: I know how to make a pretty good brew, too.)
I look forward to meeting you.

Props👏

If you pull this off, it’s

Oh là là 👨‍🎨

I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate 🥹💗

Fear is the Mind Killer.

La Flamme

The name of the Operation is Calendula.

I am being told by someone on the inside that this is the project that I have been talking about for several weeks on my blog- about women who are kept in sealed cages or habitats underwater in some kind of illuminati ritual

sex slave magick thing that enhances the lifespan of others who use it as a magickal working. 

They are born (and, disturbingly, bred- since 1969) as a “species” of women exclusively who were in fact extracted from places like Dubai and all over the Middle East, Africa, North America, Europe and Asia to make life “bearable” for the men who have to stay “underwater” for long periods of time. 

These women are kept in a state of hyper suspension and told continually and repeatedly that it is the year 1965 (or 1969?) for some reason (?!)

This could all be a load of disinformation, please keep that in mind, but for some reason there is this urge from someone on the inside who keeps telling me and he’s military, that he is involved with the mind control for these women and others like me. 

I am in the psychic program version for this and CALENDULA is the sex slave version of that (but it’s also a magickal working orientation). 

This is what I’m being told. 

It could all be claptrap, but for some reason, I keep getting this repeated series of communications and information about this bizarre, possible disinfo, I don’t know, operation. 

But knowing what I know about the occult and the weirdos who have captured me, drugged me, interrogated me in my own personal life, I am not surprised at all if this exists. If it exists, the people in these, I’m just gonna say it, cabals in certain circles are weird people who believe very much in the occult and do practice it. 

Including members of the military. There’s a strong satanic bent (and no, I don’t mean Church of Satan performative satanic bent- I mean *weird* Satanism that  gets even weirder than the showman Anton Lavey‘s antics- He was a PR spokesperson for an ideology that was primarily atheistic and very dramatic in its presentation, but was really more about hedonism and being able to do whatever you want whenever you want)-this is a kind of Satanism that is old-school. It goes there. 

I don’t think you the general public know the difference between the two, but I want you to understand Anton Lavey is a front corporation. He’s not really involved with this. This is something much darker and is more about the kind of stuff that David Berkowitz, aka Son of Sam was doing. If you know about that case, you know that there was an accusation of a secret order in Yonkers, New York, that was allegedly persuading him and hypnotizing him to do things against his will and without his consent. 

While I think some of his “I was helpless to stop it” testimony is a load of hogwash- he acted of his own accord, but there may have been one or two other members of the cult who were working with him on the killings-

I do believe there was a secret society that he was a part of that was a murder thrill kill cult who did it to extract something from the dead bodies. There is a CIA contingent to this as well- intelligence agencies want to work on psychological operations all the time so take this with a grain of salt.

 I could be being used right now for some kind of psychological operation, but I doubt it because even if this is false, I am a victim as well because I’m being used as a useful idiot or test subject who is being shown things that for all intents and purposes feel real, and whatever this technology is is being used against me without my will or my consent so I’m still gonna talk about this because I am experiencing something that is an interface with me that I did not cosign on. Again, if this information is true, it’s terrible and it needs to come out and this person on the inside is telling the truth. But who knows? Take all of this with a grain of salt. Please. I take no responsibility for this information. I’m simply regurgitating what I’m being told. 

Now I don’t think this person giving me information is a bad person and I don’t think he’s trying to “get one over” on me - although he very well could be.

 But this is my life for the last 18 years. I receive these messages, I literally don’t know what to do with them except post them here. 

Maybe they will be useful for legal purposes at a later date.

I don’t have schizoaffective disorder. I’m not delusional. I don’t have delusions of grandeur.

I’m not a fantasist.

 I really don’t want this kind of information in my head. 

I would rather just live my life, but for some reason, there’s been this continual refrain of non-local interference and information coming to me from behind the scenes and conversations with unknown people trying to “get out” and who are trying to help me (allegedly). 

And I don’t know what to do about any of this, but I would like it to stop and I would like to have my files and I would like to see what’s been done to me and people like me and I would like that activity, if it does exist, to cease and desist as well.

 If there are a bunch of women who are being held against their will underground in a facility or underwater in some kind of “submariner contracted” (that’s the term that’s being used), weird sex slave coven-cum-harem under the sea, either way that’s completely messed up. 

Or maybe it’s just a hidden message I’m transferring to God knows who, I don’t know. 

But I feel like a conduit for this information and I feel like it needs to get out so here it is, for better or worse: information about Calendula. 🤷‍♀️

Update: 3:20 pm, 5:04pm & 5:23pm ET:

Getting a strong feeling from a man in Hyde Park, New York https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyde_Park,_New_York

IN the military, IN the Cabal, who does *not* want me talking about this. Well *too fucking late*, buddy. I knew there were weirdos in the cult who are part of the Cabal who live all around me for years now.

 They’re local, they’re in the Hudson River Valley area 

and they’re near Yonkers, which does not surprise me at all. 

I don’t know when these particular people came into my reality, but they’ve been bothering me for years and using me as a test subject to extract information that they used in science, research and development so I’m their test monkey and they’ve been making lots of money off of me -and patents. 

And they ARE weirdos in the occult. 

They really are. 

And their magick was strong about certain things. 

For a long time. 

For a long time, I was bullied and intimidated and tortured and accessed and Home invaded and had objects in my home altered just to let me know who was boss.

 But they’re not the boss anymore. 

There are people behind the scenes helping me because there was a time in my life I was terrified to talk about this and here I am being very bold right now and I know there’s some kind of occult mechanism with that that utilizes *technology* (because they are in science and research development) that was designed to intimidate and frighten me. 

I believe that with every fiber of my being, I know that happened. 

So this is just the cherry on top that this guy is angry at me for making this post and he wants me to stop and I don’t care. I’m still publishing this and nothing negative is happening to me and I don’t think anything will.

 Which is refreshing. 

In the past I would have been punished. A lot. 

Just saying this stuff is refreshing because I know that in the past if I said what I said, I would get punishment, the likes of which would be induced sleep, against my will and without my consent. Up to 20 hours a day in some cases, for days at a time. 

I was also tortured for a week straight in June 2014 with some kind of, I don’t know what, Psychotronic (?) weaponry that was probably being either beta-tested or used on me for some dual-purpose reason. 

Often in the past, if I published something that was “forbidden“ (according to these assailants), it would instantly be accompanied with a deep fear that if I publish or talk about this stuff or I keep it up on my blog, I will be punished even more, and in some cases I would be scared and would take the blog post down immediately, but I would still get punished. 

I’ve had very weird experiences of very weird people doing street theater /secret experiments on me in places like the Plaza Hotel on Christmas Day, 2008, where I was also subjected to a telepathy experiment against my will and without my consent. 

Very bizarre, organized units of people doing very strange things to me in public to let me know that I’m being watched, or that they can access me at any time -and truly invasive stuff like this has been going on for years. 

And I know there’s a lot of heroes here who are also watching who know exactly what I’m talking about. 

They know about these harassment and intimidation teams, and many of them are in the military. 

I also feel like this Cabal recruits young men from the nearby West Point Military Academy to be lifelong members. I do believe they are recruited, groomed, and trained from a very young age to become members of a special force that they personally inculcate- and intimidate- with secrecy and other methods to keep them in.

I am getting that a “RECRUITMENT OFFICER” at EDWARDS AIR FORCE BASE also does not like that I just mentioned this, and if you could kindly go after him as well that would be greatly appreciated because he just showed ME a BARREL OF A GUN at my face for saying this. He’s very disappointed. He might be responsible for recruiting at West Point as well as the West Coast potentially.

So if you don’t like what’s happening right now, buddy in Hyde Park, New York? 

Maybe you shouldn’t have done what you did and thought you were untouchable when you did it in the first place. Maybe you aren’t untouchable anymore, old guy. 

And they’re coming for you. 

My guys have you triangulated. 

They know you. 

In some cases personally. 

Just mentioning that town was enough. 

That’s all they needed to know. 

They have you on a list of candidates of who to screw over the most judicially. 

I hope you like legislation, because you are gonna be in a courtroom for a very long time now.

 We’ve got you. 

We’ve got you in the crosshairs. 

You are suspect number one now, old guy. 

And your longevity is gonna be cut short because your supply to these women is no longer going to be IN ORDER, they are saying.  

Thanks 🥲

Lowlife/Highlights:

Yeah. 

Yes, you are correct.

They’re just out. They’re not there. This is what they do. MKULTRA did not stop with the Church Committee. There were something like 149 sub projects or umbrella projects that were utilized for mind control and it was successful. Oh my goodness, was it ever.
And the mind controllers use this ⤵️, whatever “this”⤵️ is as a platform to discover new and disgusting ways to control people. Yes, they are “not there”. They’re just out. And God knows what’s done to them when they are and I’m sure there’s an occult element to this as well because part of the arsenal and utilization  of the Dark arts includes things like hypnosis, mind control, etc. Yes, I’m sure there’s an occult element to this and I dare not go any darker or further on that topic for the moment. 

I will add one more thing to this: if you think you’re one of those people who “can’t” be hypnotized, that is false.
 If you think you’re one of those people who “can’t” be mind controlled, that is false.
And I’m not talking in a conspiratorial sense.
 I’m alluding to medical science that is hidden that is currently utilized in black projects to make people not know who they are, what they are doing, where they are, why they are doing whatever they are told to do.

You could say it’s an extension of the human potential movement. I don’t know.
I’m just a survivor of one of these things. I don’t know what it is per se. I don’t know what the mechanics are.
But I know it’s real. I know the science is there and they can control anyone.
I don’t care who you are: if you think you’ve never been able to be hypnotized, you don’t know what you’re talking about.
They use a combination of drugs, hypnosis, perhaps trauma-informed techniques to utilize a form of self-control that exists that is no longer accessible to the conscious or open mind.
They have hacked that. They know how to do that. Medical science has/scientists have achieved the perfect robot human already. They know how to do that and they can do it to anyone. That’s the most terrifying part. Don’t think you are immune to this. You aren’t.
And it needs to be exposed. 
#ShesNotThere

Whether Halliburton, Enron or Anyone

🗽💥🔌🔋🪫🚤🛥️

Never Forget. 🗽

Balm in Gilead.

Turns out I WAS RIGHT, ha ha!

 I was right, I was right, I was very, very right 

and I have a containment breach that is right on time. 

Blessed are the lonely and those who swallow NDAs 

Ok, Next Question.

I understand your natural response will be: Why are you doing this? And the answer is simple: because the Old Guard is dying. In real time. You’re seeing it. They’re dying off like flies. The old guard is dying. The new guard is ready. (We’re) putting the pieces in place. We’re ready for a new design. A new way of doing things. And we are ready to give you a hell of a lot more than you’ve ever wanted. And she’s one of the vectors. She’s one of the funnels, they’re saying. We could destroy you but we haven’t. Because you are our children. We love you and we want what’s best for you. And she’s ready. And she’s been ready for a while, and you’re taking too long.

‘Cause we’re gonna find her something else to do- and NO, it’s not spying. But we’re gonna find her something else to do if you don’t take us. And yes, we are a package deal. You will get her and you will get us. BOGO.

Genie in a Bottle(neck).

Do you know how lucky you are, deep state, that the aliens did this to me and not someone else?

 Do you have any idea how much of a stronger constitution I have than other people? 

Do you understand how incorruptible I am compared to others?

 Do you know how lucky you are? 

Do you know how many Russian and Chinese spies have come to me in the ether- as polite and likeable and personable as they have been- who I’ve turned away? 

Do you know how lucky you are that I’m not John Kiriakou? 

You have a diamond mine here. I love this country. 

And you are sitting there with your hands tied or you’re sitting on your hands or something with your hands, but I need help and I’m a good person and I’m a gold mine and you need to work with me and that’s my résumé. 

Please make it happen because I don’t wanna go somewhere else. Are you listening to me? I’m a patriot who wants to work for you now. 

I recognize that the government is not a monolith and that it’s made up of people just like me. And no, I don’t mean just like *me*- I mean human beings.

You could study and learn so much from me and you’re just sitting there on your hands. And I understand the vetting process takes time. But you better take me. Cause I’m the best thing to happen to you. I’m a really good choice. And I can help you a lot. I just need to be fairly compensated. Do your vetting, do whatever, but when you get me, you GOT me. Do your worst.

Ok, this is going to sound really f’n crazy

But in for a penny, in for a pound. Maybe that’s the whole point. Feeding me disinfo to build a questionable psych profile to make me look like an unreliable narrator and/or being someone the Law could look at as unstable- maybe to find reasons to either bring me in for questioning or point the finger at me as 

a mentally challenged individual as needed.
I don’t know at this point, because the information I get is so kooky that I don’t even believe it, but this blog is here to record what I’m getting, unvarnished, as it is, so I guess it doesn’t matter either way.
 Keep in mind for legal purposes, this is all for entertainment purposes only, wink, wink!
But I’m getting some guy 20 years in the future is telling me that he works at Kellogg Brown Root (KBR) and I just looked at their website and realized that one of their specialties, among many, is working on
ONSHORE AND OFFSHORE PIPELINES.
Which is super creepy given my particulars about the last two blog posts I have made.
 I looked up Mauritius’s Connection to KBR and it doesn’t seem like they have any contracts with the island nation for that sort of thing – yet 😬. But then I also looked at their capabilities for Communications and THIS came up 😳:


So that’s interesting, even if just as a data point.
 Increasingly, I’m getting messages from people who apparently are operating from space-time dimensions I can barely even get a handle on. So this is hard for me to believe as well, but if it’s based on the rumors that I’ve heard about space-time technology and even what some insiders like Lue Elizondo have said about reality being  “more like the TV show Dark” than anything else, it makes a lot of sense to me.
Given my particulars, especially my particulars for the last four months and change (and counting), I believe we are leading up to something about reality that is so crazy that people will find it necessary to adjust to it over a period of time and it almost makes me believe the necessity of controlled disclosure.
 On the one hand, I understand that people need to adjust to this new reality.
And on the other hand, I’m just like “fuck that.”
I’m fine with it, but then again, I am the weirdo, Mister.

I don’t want to infantilize anyone and I don’t think we should be infantilized and I don’t think most people want to be infantilized.
But I don’t know why this information is being given to me for at least a business quarter and change.
Honestly, the communication has been so fast and furious and from so many members of the IC and the military this summer, it’s been like Grand Central in here.
SO busy. SO much interest.
It went from a trickle to a spigot of info at full blast for the last three months now (telepathically speaking.) Weird,  even for me. Like messages from human beings. Not ghosts, not spirits, not the dead, not aliens.
I mean, there’s always the aliens.
The aliens are always there. Very feasibly AI as all, some, or none of it, I don’t know.
But the Telepathy has been very human-sounding and feeling people in all aspects of research and development and the military and the intelligence community- and even dare I say it, bigwigs in government- speaking to me through some kind of as translated by AI brainwave technology through space and time both present, parallel, and whatever else space-time/ temporal dimensions.
And now today, maybe not even twenty minutes ago, I get this message from this guy saying he’s here “20 years in the future” working for KBR and he just wanted to let me know because this technology is real and I’m going to have something to do with that.
Which I’m not surprised at all by because I *am* equipped to handle it and I *can* do that.
If you need me to be a Time Portal Person (tm), I’m your man. Woman. Whatever.
I AM uniquely equipped to handle this. I am Eleven.
 I CAN fix and heal time portals.
I’m not intimidated by this
or weirded out by it.
So Bob’s your uncle.
I’ve handled weird (stranger?) things every day of my life for 18 years. I think I can handle one more weird thing.
 If in fact, any of this is real and it’s not a psyop of course, yada, yada, yada.
So yeah, I think the next Great Reveal is that we’re talking about earth space-time technology happening in the here and now and how science is weird and the physics have been modulated to such an extent that we are able to yes, now successfully cross timelines and
manipulate space-time. 
Watch here what happens next (?)

Here.

It’s underground.

I don’t know why I’m saying this, but I feel like it’s anywhere from 12 -27+/- miles north offshore under the ocean or a depth of up to 270 ft underwater (??). This is the oddest information I think I’ve ever gotten about a place. I don’t know what this means. I have no idea what these numbers mean for coordinates or anything else. I’m sorry this is so muddled if it doesn’t make sense, but there’s something underwater that has a “casing” to it that includes housing somehow.  I don’t know how something undersea at those depths/locations makes sense, but you probably have a better idea than I do. I’ve updated this post several times now. I don’t know what’s happening. It’s very creepy and I want to say “unwholesome” and “unfettered” and I wouldn’t be surprised if Dubai has something to do with it as well. Maybe they procure the girls from there somehow? Feels like they get them from all over but at least several of them are from Mauritius. Low hanging fruit. A couple from China, Stockholm, Sweden- all over Sweden, actually. “Flowers“ they call them. And the guy told me that it’s actually called something else but it stems from the Marigold plant/a branch of that. 

It’s a Grind.

Wow. Y’all are so bleak. Okay, though.
You want it? Here ya go. 
Can I be more honest about it if I tried?
These women are prisoners.
Just like this. Except they don’t get paid.

Pop, Pop Goes the Weasel.

Yikes. Okay, well, here I am. What next? 

Ad Astra.

https://link.tubi.tv/sf5mBZaOc6b

Meet you at the Dilly Bar. Signore.

A Castle runs through it.
#Milano

👑 All Falls to Rubble.

You Bastards. 

At the Purchaser’s Option.

 

⛓️‍💥⛓️‍💥

A Roiling Sea

of emotions 🖤
#BoyBlue 

“The Blue”

This is what my friends call “The Blue”. An amorphous, ever moving, ever changing cloud that resembles a neural net. It is, they are saying, the “Internet of the soul”. 

It is a form of life that sections us all together and accommodates the timelines.
Also, what you would call “God”.
It is a physical manifestation of timelines as well as earthly-linked possibilities.
 It is all and none at the same time and it is a reality.
The neural net is a reality as much as my skin is.
It floats around as a cosmic being that touches us all.
We are affected by the net. The net is us. We are it.
And we are affected by timelines negatively and positively as well by their behavior too.
 I don’t know what this means exactly, precisely, but I feel it. That is all for now.
“They” wanted to present it to this “writing” as they call it to showcase to the world what the physical manifestation of this looks like if we could visualize it.
 Affect the net, you affect your life.
Affect it poorer or stronger. It is your choice, They are saying.
Do not abuse it.
It is yours to keep, they’re saying.
But if you fall in deep, you may get lost and never return. 

🧱

Oh, and while we’re still on the subject, I know that project manager in the NSA on a headset saying “use her and lose her“ was not in Ft. Meade in 2026 as *I* know it. 

Let’s just put it that way.
I also know he and his crew were learning to get used to drinking CHICORY for quite some time now.
But I’m supposed to act like I don’t know. 
Okrrrrrr.
You can use me. I’m good. I’m really good.
 And I know you need a liaison.
Cause those boys ain’t cutting it.
They’re failing big time.
They’re not doing the job.
I’m equipped for it. But you don’t care.
When you’re ready, call me.

Bricks and Bricks and Bricks

For this thicc bitch.
That’s what I’m talking about, Homie.
Enough of your “use her and lose her” little fucking weirdos in headsets jumping around like monkeys.
I know what I’m talking about. I have the goods. Stacks and stacks, my brother.
 It’s time you pay me what I’m worth instead of using me as your cart mule.
Fuck you, pay me.
With interest.

Put your money

where your motherfucking mouth is.
Double time, soldier.
Sick of this shit.
Grow up or get out.

In the Catbird’s Seat

Well, I am just delighted, boys. There are not many times in a woman’s life when she gets to say that, so I’m just gonna say it ‘cause I am tickled pink.
I grew up in Appalachia where it is NOT cool at all to brag, but I just gotta do this.
I gotta crow a little bit.
 I don’t get to do this much. I’m just a humble woman, but I just overheard a major general and a colonel talking about me and boy, was it the headiest mix of fear and admiration
I’ve ever heard in my entire life.
 It’s kind of like my family where they would claim they would compliment me, but never when I was around because they didn’t want me to get too big a head,
you know.
Never mind that I was in a secret black project that was using post hypnotic suggestions to make me feel like *absolute shit* about myself, and every single person in my world was probably post hypnotically trained to say and do the *very thing* that would keep me down,
but I digress.
These old fellers-old yellers?- were talking about how I had a God Ray or something- and I probably do.
They don’t want to kidnap me-even though that was on the table for a minute.
 One of them is too scared to touch me with a 10 foot POLE, boy I tell you what!
That was one of the best moments of my little old life! You scared of me, boy!?
Good on You!
 I bet you we could go out to the shooting range and have FUN, feller.
“Move that object”.
 How about YOU move that object?
And move that one too!
 Is that what you wanna do?
 Like I’m some telekinetic pinball?
Stupid.
 I wanna have some fun the other way.
Enough with your range games.
Been there, done that.
Send me to the moon and back, fellers.
And I won’t kill ya.
With Treats. 

Hello/Konichiwa.

I don’t eat Takoyaki because octopuses are highly intelligent creatures. As delicious as they are. 

Orange is the New Black.

 

WWDD 🥲🦋✨

 

https://www.threads.com/share/BAWYJEBQwg/

Things getting cray cray 💀

 

Kiss Them for Me. 💋💀

Vroom Vroom.

By Request VI

Inanna Inamorata.

🦉 

https://www.thetorah.com/article/owls-arent-kosher-but-what-do-they-symbolize

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inanna

https://etcsl.orinst.ox.ac.uk/section1/tr141.htm

https://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2026/07/getting-closer.html?m=1

https://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2026/06/dear-post-to-hq-eat-shit.html?m=1

https://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2026/08/is-this-what-you-do-to-cope.html?m=1