I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate 🥹💗

Fear is the Mind Killer.

La Flamme

The name of the Operation is Calendula.

I am being told by someone on the inside that this is the project that I have been talking about for several weeks on my blog- about women who are kept in sealed cages or habitats underwater in some kind of illuminati ritual

sex slave magick thing that enhances the lifespan of others who use it as a magickal working. 

They are born (and, disturbingly, bred- since 1969) as a “species” of women exclusively who were in fact extracted from places like Dubai and all over the Middle East, Africa, North America, Europe and Asia to make life “bearable” for the men who have to stay “underwater” for long periods of time. 

These women are kept in a state of hyper suspension and told continually and repeatedly that it is the year 1965 (or 1969?) for some reason (?!)

This could all be a load of disinformation, please keep that in mind, but for some reason there is this urge from someone on the inside who keeps telling me and he’s military, that he is involved with the mind control for these women and others like me. 

I am in the psychic program version for this and CALENDULA is the sex slave version of that (but it’s also a magickal working orientation). 

This is what I’m being told. 

It could all be claptrap, but for some reason, I keep getting this repeated series of communications and information about this bizarre, possible disinfo, I don’t know, operation. 

But knowing what I know about the occult and the weirdos who have captured me, drugged me, interrogated me in my own personal life, I am not surprised at all if this exists. If it exists, the people in these, I’m just gonna say it, cabals in certain circles are weird people who believe very much in the occult and do practice it. 

Including members of the military. There’s a strong satanic bent (and no, I don’t mean Church of Satan performative satanic bent- I mean *weird* Satanism that  gets even weirder than the showman Anton Lavey‘s antics- He was a PR spokesperson for an ideology that was primarily atheistic and very dramatic in its presentation, but was really more about hedonism and being able to do whatever you want whenever you want)-this is a kind of Satanism that is old-school. It goes there. 

I don’t think you the general public know the difference between the two, but I want you to understand Anton Lavey is a front corporation. He’s not really involved with this. This is something much darker and is more about the kind of stuff that David Berkowitz, aka Son of Sam was doing. If you know about that case, you know that there was an accusation of a secret order in Yonkers, New York, that was allegedly persuading him and hypnotizing him to do things against his will and without his consent. 

While I think some of his “I was helpless to stop it” testimony is a load of hogwash- he acted of his own accord, but there may have been one or two other members of the cult who were working with him on the killings-

I do believe there was a secret society that he was a part of that was a murder thrill kill cult who did it to extract something from the dead bodies. There is a CIA contingent to this as well- intelligence agencies want to work on psychological operations all the time so take this with a grain of salt.

 I could be being used right now for some kind of psychological operation, but I doubt it because even if this is false, I am a victim as well because I’m being used as a useful idiot or test subject who is being shown things that for all intents and purposes feel real, and whatever this technology is is being used against me without my will or my consent so I’m still gonna talk about this because I am experiencing something that is an interface with me that I did not cosign on. Again, if this information is true, it’s terrible and it needs to come out and this person on the inside is telling the truth. But who knows? Take all of this with a grain of salt. Please. I take no responsibility for this information. I’m simply regurgitating what I’m being told. 

Now I don’t think this person giving me information is a bad person and I don’t think he’s trying to “get one over” on me - although he very well could be.

 But this is my life for the last 18 years. I receive these messages, I literally don’t know what to do with them except post them here. 

Maybe they will be useful for legal purposes at a later date.

I don’t have schizoaffective disorder. I’m not delusional. I don’t have delusions of grandeur.

I’m not a fantasist.

 I really don’t want this kind of information in my head. 

I would rather just live my life, but for some reason, there’s been this continual refrain of non-local interference and information coming to me from behind the scenes and conversations with unknown people trying to “get out” and who are trying to help me (allegedly). 

And I don’t know what to do about any of this, but I would like it to stop and I would like to have my files and I would like to see what’s been done to me and people like me and I would like that activity, if it does exist, to cease and desist as well.

 If there are a bunch of women who are being held against their will underground in a facility or underwater in some kind of “submariner contracted” (that’s the term that’s being used), weird sex slave coven-cum-harem under the sea, either way that’s completely messed up. 

Or maybe it’s just a hidden message I’m transferring to God knows who, I don’t know. 

But I feel like a conduit for this information and I feel like it needs to get out so here it is, for better or worse: information about Calendula. 🤷‍♀️

Update: 3:20 pm, 5:04pm & 5:23pm ET:

Getting a strong feeling from a man in Hyde Park, New York https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyde_Park,_New_York

IN the military, IN the Cabal, who does *not* want me talking about this. Well *too fucking late*, buddy. I knew there were weirdos in the cult who are part of the Cabal who live all around me for years now.

 They’re local, they’re in the Hudson River Valley area 

and they’re near Yonkers, which does not surprise me at all. 

I don’t know when these particular people came into my reality, but they’ve been bothering me for years and using me as a test subject to extract information that they used in science, research and development so I’m their test monkey and they’ve been making lots of money off of me -and patents. 

And they ARE weirdos in the occult. 

They really are. 

And their magick was strong about certain things. 

For a long time. 

For a long time, I was bullied and intimidated and tortured and accessed and Home invaded and had objects in my home altered just to let me know who was boss.

 But they’re not the boss anymore. 

There are people behind the scenes helping me because there was a time in my life I was terrified to talk about this and here I am being very bold right now and I know there’s some kind of occult mechanism with that that utilizes *technology* (because they are in science and research development) that was designed to intimidate and frighten me. 

I believe that with every fiber of my being, I know that happened. 

So this is just the cherry on top that this guy is angry at me for making this post and he wants me to stop and I don’t care. I’m still publishing this and nothing negative is happening to me and I don’t think anything will.

 Which is refreshing. 

In the past I would have been punished. A lot. 

Just saying this stuff is refreshing because I know that in the past if I said what I said, I would get punishment, the likes of which would be induced sleep, against my will and without my consent. Up to 20 hours a day in some cases, for days at a time. 

I was also tortured for a week straight in June 2014 with some kind of, I don’t know what, Psychotronic (?) weaponry that was probably being either beta-tested or used on me for some dual-purpose reason. 

Often in the past, if I published something that was “forbidden“ (according to these assailants), it would instantly be accompanied with a deep fear that if I publish or talk about this stuff or I keep it up on my blog, I will be punished even more, and in some cases I would be scared and would take the blog post down immediately, but I would still get punished. 

I’ve had very weird experiences of very weird people doing street theater /secret experiments on me in places like the Plaza Hotel on Christmas Day, 2008, where I was also subjected to a telepathy experiment against my will and without my consent. 

Very bizarre, organized units of people doing very strange things to me in public to let me know that I’m being watched, or that they can access me at any time -and truly invasive stuff like this has been going on for years. 

And I know there’s a lot of heroes here who are also watching who know exactly what I’m talking about. 

They know about these harassment and intimidation teams, and many of them are in the military. 

I also feel like this Cabal recruits young men from the nearby West Point Military Academy to be lifelong members. I do believe they are recruited, groomed, and trained from a very young age to become members of a special force that they personally inculcate- and intimidate- with secrecy and other methods to keep them in.

I am getting that a “RECRUITMENT OFFICER” at EDWARDS AIR FORCE BASE also does not like that I just mentioned this, and if you could kindly go after him as well that would be greatly appreciated because he just showed ME a BARREL OF A GUN at my face for saying this. He’s very disappointed. He might be responsible for recruiting at West Point as well as the West Coast potentially.

So if you don’t like what’s happening right now, buddy in Hyde Park, New York? 

Maybe you shouldn’t have done what you did and thought you were untouchable when you did it in the first place. Maybe you aren’t untouchable anymore, old guy. 

And they’re coming for you. 

My guys have you triangulated. 

They know you. 

In some cases personally. 

Just mentioning that town was enough. 

That’s all they needed to know. 

They have you on a list of candidates of who to screw over the most judicially. 

I hope you like legislation, because you are gonna be in a courtroom for a very long time now.

 We’ve got you. 

We’ve got you in the crosshairs. 

You are suspect number one now, old guy. 

And your longevity is gonna be cut short because your supply to these women is no longer going to be IN ORDER, they are saying.  

Thanks 🥲

Lowlife/Highlights:

Yeah. 

Yes, you are correct.

They’re just out. They’re not there. This is what they do. MKULTRA did not stop with the Church Committee. There were something like 149 sub projects or umbrella projects that were utilized for mind control and it was successful. Oh my goodness, was it ever.
And the mind controllers use this ⤵️, whatever “this”⤵️ is as a platform to discover new and disgusting ways to control people. Yes, they are “not there”. They’re just out. And God knows what’s done to them when they are and I’m sure there’s an occult element to this as well because part of the arsenal and utilization  of the Dark arts includes things like hypnosis, mind control, etc. Yes, I’m sure there’s an occult element to this and I dare not go any darker or further on that topic for the moment. 

I will add one more thing to this: if you think you’re one of those people who “can’t” be hypnotized, that is false.
 If you think you’re one of those people who “can’t” be mind controlled, that is false.
And I’m not talking in a conspiratorial sense.
 I’m alluding to medical science that is hidden that is currently utilized in black projects to make people not know who they are, what they are doing, where they are, why they are doing whatever they are told to do.

You could say it’s an extension of the human potential movement. I don’t know.
I’m just a survivor of one of these things. I don’t know what it is per se. I don’t know what the mechanics are.
But I know it’s real. I know the science is there and they can control anyone.
I don’t care who you are: if you think you’ve never been able to be hypnotized, you don’t know what you’re talking about.
They use a combination of drugs, hypnosis, perhaps trauma-informed techniques to utilize a form of self-control that exists that is no longer accessible to the conscious or open mind.
They have hacked that. They know how to do that. Medical science has/scientists have achieved the perfect robot human already. They know how to do that and they can do it to anyone. That’s the most terrifying part. Don’t think you are immune to this. You aren’t.
And it needs to be exposed. 
#ShesNotThere

Whether Halliburton, Enron or Anyone

🗽💥🔌🔋🪫🚤🛥️

Never Forget. 🗽

Balm in Gilead.

Turns out I WAS RIGHT, ha ha!

 I was right, I was right, I was very, very right 

and I have a containment breach that is right on time. 

Blessed are the lonely and those who swallow NDAs 

Ok, Next Question.

I understand your natural response will be: Why are you doing this? And the answer is simple: because the Old Guard is dying. In real time. You’re seeing it. They’re dying off like flies. The old guard is dying. The new guard is ready. (We’re) putting the pieces in place. We’re ready for a new design. A new way of doing things. And we are ready to give you a hell of a lot more than you’ve ever wanted. And she’s one of the vectors. She’s one of the funnels, they’re saying. We could destroy you but we haven’t. Because you are our children. We love you and we want what’s best for you. And she’s ready. And she’s been ready for a while, and you’re taking too long.

‘Cause we’re gonna find her something else to do- and NO, it’s not spying. But we’re gonna find her something else to do if you don’t take us. And yes, we are a package deal. You will get her and you will get us. BOGO.

Genie in a Bottle(neck).

Do you know how lucky you are, deep state, that the aliens did this to me and not someone else?

 Do you have any idea how much of a stronger constitution I have than other people? 

Do you understand how incorruptible I am compared to others?

 Do you know how lucky you are? 

Do you know how many Russian and Chinese spies have come to me in the ether- as polite and likeable and personable as they have been- who I’ve turned away? 

Do you know how lucky you are that I’m not John Kiriakou? 

You have a diamond mine here. I love this country. 

And you are sitting there with your hands tied or you’re sitting on your hands or something with your hands, but I need help and I’m a good person and I’m a gold mine and you need to work with me and that’s my résumé. 

Please make it happen because I don’t wanna go somewhere else. Are you listening to me? I’m a patriot who wants to work for you now. 

I recognize that the government is not a monolith and that it’s made up of people just like me. And no, I don’t mean just like *me*- I mean human beings.

You could study and learn so much from me and you’re just sitting there on your hands. And I understand the vetting process takes time. But you better take me. Cause I’m the best thing to happen to you. I’m a really good choice. And I can help you a lot. I just need to be fairly compensated. Do your vetting, do whatever, but when you get me, you GOT me. Do your worst.

Ok, this is going to sound really f’n crazy

But in for a penny, in for a pound. Maybe that’s the whole point. Feeding me disinfo to build a questionable psych profile to make me look like an unreliable narrator and/or being someone the Law could look at as unstable- maybe to find reasons to either bring me in for questioning or point the finger at me as 

a mentally challenged individual as needed.
I don’t know at this point, because the information I get is so kooky that I don’t even believe it, but this blog is here to record what I’m getting, unvarnished, as it is, so I guess it doesn’t matter either way.
 Keep in mind for legal purposes, this is all for entertainment purposes only, wink, wink!
But I’m getting some guy 20 years in the future is telling me that he works at Kellogg Brown Root (KBR) and I just looked at their website and realized that one of their specialties, among many, is working on
ONSHORE AND OFFSHORE PIPELINES.
Which is super creepy given my particulars about the last two blog posts I have made.
 I looked up Mauritius’s Connection to KBR and it doesn’t seem like they have any contracts with the island nation for that sort of thing – yet 😬. But then I also looked at their capabilities for Communications and THIS came up 😳:


So that’s interesting, even if just as a data point.
 Increasingly, I’m getting messages from people who apparently are operating from space-time dimensions I can barely even get a handle on. So this is hard for me to believe as well, but if it’s based on the rumors that I’ve heard about space-time technology and even what some insiders like Lue Elizondo have said about reality being  “more like the TV show Dark” than anything else, it makes a lot of sense to me.
Given my particulars, especially my particulars for the last four months and change (and counting), I believe we are leading up to something about reality that is so crazy that people will find it necessary to adjust to it over a period of time and it almost makes me believe the necessity of controlled disclosure.
 On the one hand, I understand that people need to adjust to this new reality.
And on the other hand, I’m just like “fuck that.”
I’m fine with it, but then again, I am the weirdo, Mister.

I don’t want to infantilize anyone and I don’t think we should be infantilized and I don’t think most people want to be infantilized.
But I don’t know why this information is being given to me for at least a business quarter and change.
Honestly, the communication has been so fast and furious and from so many members of the IC and the military this summer, it’s been like Grand Central in here.
SO busy. SO much interest.
It went from a trickle to a spigot of info at full blast for the last three months now (telepathically speaking.) Weird,  even for me. Like messages from human beings. Not ghosts, not spirits, not the dead, not aliens.
I mean, there’s always the aliens.
The aliens are always there. Very feasibly AI as all, some, or none of it, I don’t know.
But the Telepathy has been very human-sounding and feeling people in all aspects of research and development and the military and the intelligence community- and even dare I say it, bigwigs in government- speaking to me through some kind of as translated by AI brainwave technology through space and time both present, parallel, and whatever else space-time/ temporal dimensions.
And now today, maybe not even twenty minutes ago, I get this message from this guy saying he’s here “20 years in the future” working for KBR and he just wanted to let me know because this technology is real and I’m going to have something to do with that.
Which I’m not surprised at all by because I *am* equipped to handle it and I *can* do that.
If you need me to be a Time Portal Person (tm), I’m your man. Woman. Whatever.
I AM uniquely equipped to handle this. I am Eleven.
 I CAN fix and heal time portals.
I’m not intimidated by this
or weirded out by it.
So Bob’s your uncle.
I’ve handled weird (stranger?) things every day of my life for 18 years. I think I can handle one more weird thing.
 If in fact, any of this is real and it’s not a psyop of course, yada, yada, yada.
So yeah, I think the next Great Reveal is that we’re talking about earth space-time technology happening in the here and now and how science is weird and the physics have been modulated to such an extent that we are able to yes, now successfully cross timelines and
manipulate space-time. 
Watch here what happens next (?)

Here.

It’s underground.

I don’t know why I’m saying this, but I feel like it’s anywhere from 12 -27+/- miles north offshore under the ocean or a depth of up to 270 ft underwater (??). This is the oddest information I think I’ve ever gotten about a place. I don’t know what this means. I have no idea what these numbers mean for coordinates or anything else. I’m sorry this is so muddled if it doesn’t make sense, but there’s something underwater that has a “casing” to it that includes housing somehow.  I don’t know how something undersea at those depths/locations makes sense, but you probably have a better idea than I do. I’ve updated this post several times now. I don’t know what’s happening. It’s very creepy and I want to say “unwholesome” and “unfettered” and I wouldn’t be surprised if Dubai has something to do with it as well. Maybe they procure the girls from there somehow? Feels like they get them from all over but at least several of them are from Mauritius. Low hanging fruit. A couple from China, Stockholm, Sweden- all over Sweden, actually. “Flowers“ they call them. And the guy told me that it’s actually called something else but it stems from the Marigold plant/a branch of that. 

It’s a Grind.

Wow. Y’all are so bleak. Okay, though.
You want it? Here ya go. 
Can I be more honest about it if I tried?
These women are prisoners.
Just like this. Except they don’t get paid.

Pop, Pop Goes the Weasel.

Yikes. Okay, well, here I am. What next? 

Ad Astra.

https://link.tubi.tv/sf5mBZaOc6b

Meet you at the Dilly Bar. Signore.

A Castle runs through it.
#Milano

👑 All Falls to Rubble.

You Bastards. 

At the Purchaser’s Option.

 

⛓️‍💥⛓️‍💥