For those who know and need to hear this

 

My testimony at the recent Presidential Commission for the Study of Bioethics, May 18th, 2011

Interestingly enough, there were very high profile members on this panel and yet there was a virtual media blackout on the topic. Perhaps you the members of the public might want to ask members of the media why this is not a topic for discussion. Because even though Muhammed Ali's wife, The Chief Medical Officer for the Department of Homeland Security, and the Director for the Division of Retrovirology at the Walter Reed Army Institute of Research/also the Director of the US Military HIV Research Program (MHRP) deemed it important enough to show up, you could have heard crickets chirping from the media pit. 


HERE is my testimony, I speak first in this particular edit of the public comments section.


If you haven't already seen my dental x-rays with the filling of unknown origin that I have no memory of having placed on my tooth, you can see them HERE.


Also, I was completely disheartened to go to AreYouTargeted.com only to find that they think people like me (psychics) are discreditors and disinfo agents and that ALL psi ability is either false, a fraud, or the result of implants. Supposedly I am not worthy of being a part of such an elite group of misfits (sarcasm). And yet, I was the only person to speak publicly that day who could provide concrete evidence and proof that something was actually happening to me without my knowledge, consent, or otherwise express permission. 


Just know I always and ever am speaking as an individual. I don't speak for any group or guru or misfit. I just speak for myself. Even though I talk to ETs and sometimes relay messages from them, I have outer body experiences, and I see dead people doesn't mean I am crazy (in fact, I know I'm not), nor does it mean I deserve to be treated less than because I have a set of profound experiences that consensus reality says isn't real. 

Update re: James Casbolt

James Casbolt has responded to my requests and his information about my role in the whole supersoldier saga is trippy, even for me. He has been very kind and I don't mean to paint him like a jerk.Trust is an issue, so I don't blame him for being aloof. What he has asked me to release is a doozy. If I can just get a little clarification from him on several points; when I can, I will post his response per his request.

Message for Aaron McCollum and James Casbolt

NOTE: The problem I have with these people is the posting of September of last year on JC's facebook page that I had been involved in covert programs with him as well as Aaron McCollum and others. Max is also on that list. My beef if I have one is that James dumped this info on my plate and then refused to engage further thus putting me in a very bad state. Aaron as well has been unbelievably disappointing in his response to all of this, resulting in him hanging up on me many times when I was in distress because he thought I was being inane and disregarded my pleas for information time and time again. This is not about IBIS or James posting anything about his experiences. I wish him peace too, but for some reason, his idea of "peace" involves jumping out of TR3s and shooting people according to one account. Again, Aaron refuses to pick up the ball on any of this and I am left high and dry completely to my own devices. In my personal opinion and in my direct, personal experience, James Casbolt has been incredibly irresponsible in leaking this information to the parties involved (including me) and then walking away. Believe it or not, I have no hard feelings against you, James, but you have done zilch in the way of follow up and I have had my life completely upended by being told that I was in this with you, Aaron McCollum and others. This IBIS post should give you an idea of the hell this man has gone through and possibly myself if indications are to be believed, I have no idea. But I need to know in a way that doesn't leave me virtually lobotomized in shock. Please offer me solutions here. All the supersoldiers I have been in contact with are really good about dishing info, but they tend to be lacking in follow through. 

http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=16158


Aaron barely speaks to me as a result of this fateful Facebook posting and thinks it is "made up" and says he won't give it energy. He also has displayed palpable contempt that at least one other person is lumped in with him and thinks he's making this claim up that he is a supersoldier as well. So much for unity and cooperation!


James and Aaron, we need to talk, because you've both done a shit-poor job of doing followup so far. You know how to reach me. 


And if it's not IBIS specifically, then it is definitely other programs. But reading this information triggered me, which probably is not random. I am also supposedly most likely in a psi program called "Valkyrie" among others.


I am sure what James thinks he's doing is responsible, but by not answering my questions, he further creates oportunities for me to be damaged by this. Being in the dark and not being offered solutions, but being told that you are involved with something this deep black cannot be viewed as anything less than the equivalent of giving a child scissors and being told to run as hard and as fast as you can with them. My attempts at trying to find out what exactly has happened have resulted in me being punished, and a lot. Max Spiers and I were invovled and I believe that was a remote influenced relationship with the regressives orchestrating that. If you are as close to Max as you say you are, James, you should have told me that he had a domestic violence record, as well as a prison record. He's also completely insane. The result of our pairing was just as the Powers That Be would have imagined. You are not the only one struggling with this craziness, James. You need to offer more assistance than you have. If it is incredibly dangerous to be given too much information too soon, then why bother telling me in the first place? Offer alternatives, then. Offer people I can speak to who can help with the deprogramming process.


Additionally, even though Aaron becomes completely incensed by people who are not in the military claiming supersoldier status (even though I would never seek out calling myself that or any label), he still sent me documents that at the top of the page stated very clearly "The MILAB phenomenon is essentially a supersoldier program". So Aaron, there are many people in these types of situations who may not have killed entire villages including women and children as you have, but that doesn't mean we aren't in the same programs you are.


And by the way, if you seek legitimacy, Aaron, I don't think the best way to do it is by championing people like George fucking Kavassilas.