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Thursday, November 6, 2014

It's time



When you feel that your life is committed to the spirit you can no longer avoid confronting these weaknesses. Your strategy changes, you seek to move faster, wishing to confront head-on the things that bring down your awareness. You can no longer let them have their way. So you ask for a hotter fire, a fiercer confrontation. Even though this is often painful rather than pleasurable, it’s all right, for you are reaching toward that freedom which lies beyond pleasure and pain. When you want to burn away the grip of your ego on your awareness you’ll endure whatever is needed to clean up your life.
– Ram Dass, Journey of Awakening: A Meditator’s Guidebook

Thursday, February 20, 2014

Romantic trouble or past life interference? You decide.



With romantic torpor and attraction as pertains to past lives, consider that the attraction/misery or happiness may not be about love and sex as much as it has to do with memory and forgiveness. 

It's true, it happens.

Sometimes what you think is love and sexual attraction is actually you being drawn to a past life issue with that very special someone that needs to work itself out/be resolved in the romance format to ask for forgiveness/get to know that certain someone under auspicious, rather than "pitted against" or destructive situations from another lifetime. It is natures way of saying "See? I'm not that person anymore, and you aren't either. Let's stop playing this blame game and see it for what it is, which is genetic memory stifled and bursting at the seams to get out and explore itself further." It is a chance to make amends and repair damage done and learn and grow.
Please don't misunderstand me, it's always about love. But it may not be the kinds of love you are thinking of.  Some romances are challenges because of this, others blissful as a result. 

We find one another because we have a beacon, an inner honing mechanism that works itself out beautifully or tragically depending on how often the two (or three or four or many) parties deny or accept the nature of their situations. 

Denial of affection received in a "dysfunctional" relationship means it's hard to accept the other person and yet you are inexplicably drawn to them nonetheless.  
Conflict usually means manifestation or repression of vice, "sin" etc in a person's past life that hasn't been worked out yet. Addictions are manifestations in a lot of ways of unresolved conflicts, whether past or present. It is amazing to me how many people are seeing psychologists when they should be examining past lives where they or another might have wronged; it's amazing to me how much past life frequency there is now popping to the surface.

It's time to forgive ourselves and others for past lives right now. The frequency that should be let in is one of forgiveness to move to the next level of understanding. It doesn't mean you forget the "sin", you simply become aware of the totality of the situation by uncovering a past life or lifetimes that occurred where the seed/trauma was planted and you can then move on often/nearly always quite easily once that happenstance is acknowledged.  I have seen this letting go/forgiveness once the lifetime in question was uncovered work personally and professionally and be radically successful many times over lately. It's solved a lot of problems for people I know and have worked with.

How can you solve a problem if you only have limited information about it at your disposal?
Therapy can help, but often it doesn't cover the deeply rooted spiritual conundrum that edifies and informs our spiritual placement in our bodies, in our minds, in our souls- that's past lives talking, not psychoanalysis at work. 

But whatever works and truly heals is a good thing, I'm not disparaging of most therapeutic models. 
I just see it as usually limited returns past a certain point. It can explain and re-direct, but it doesn't examine the core root causes of certain unexplainable things for which there is a large question mark hanging over the proceedings.

The most nimble of therapists cannot address the core cause of trauma issues without delving deep into the psyche and that means often going as far back as many lifetimes to explore, acknowledge, address, and heal. 

There is something to the DNA and it's not "junk" theories or science. 
There is something connected that cannot be elucidated by traditional psychoanalytic models. 
It's connected directly to the person's soul.

Monday, February 17, 2014

Past Lives Calling, Please Pick Up


Pollice Verso, 1872, Jean-Léon Gérôme (Phoenix Art Museum)

For RG in Malaysia:
Victors received laurels, monetary payment, plus donations from the crowd. They could also win their freedom. At the end of service a gladiator won a rudis. He could then become a gladiator trainer or a freelance bodyguard -- like the men who followed Clodius Pulcher, the good-looking trouble-maker who plagued Cicero's life.

For everyone: 
Consider that when you are drawn to a stranger for some inexplicable reason, that person might have been calling you/calling out to the universe to solve something before you even realized it. Karma usually plays a role in this. Past lives calling? Answer: usually.

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Mind over Matter: Secrets of human aura revealed by Russian scientists


I see colors coming off of people's energy fields left and right and know that when the color is in the wrong spot on the human form, it means they are in imbalance, usually emotionally and health-wise too. The energy body holds much trauma and emotion that is not allowed to be expressed properly as well, and humans are so sensitive and so subliminally psychically developed, that if for example, they are told as children to hide their emotions and be "tough" and not show any pain visibly, they will in fact hide it away in a spot on the physical form. 

Often I have found people's middle backs, shoulders, below the shoulder blades, and throat as well as heart area are most affected and the most common places to hide pain. Interestingly enough, monarch slaves and super soldiers will also have an unusual placement of black attacking energy when worked on in the forearms and arms. I have never experienced that part of the body having energetic issues with anyone else.

Psychological trauma will place this pain on the human form and manifest usually in the form of migraine headaches, joint aches and pains, intestinal issues,  arthritis, and carpal tunnel syndrome as well as other chronic or ongoing pain issues until the real issue is dealt with, which 90% of the time is either past life pain that has no place in the present life, or issues dealing with emotional suffering, neglect, pain and trauma in this life that were never properly dealt with emotionally and psychologically that has been the burden of the client to carry around with them their whole lives without fully realizing they are doing it. 

Disease can be broken down as a word: dis-ease. That is exactly what can happen as well when people sometimes form colds, flu, infections, and the like due to immune system imbalance from said hiding of pain as well. 

In most industrialized nations, we live in a totally imbalanced, dysfunctional culture that says it is "inappropriate" to express pain and suffering in the public format. It's considered not "going along to get along' if someone confronts the source of their pain verbally, and you are considered "difficult" if you have the audacity to call someone out  on their behavior who have caused this. 

This is another form of the perceived rule of authoritarianism, fascism, narcissism, socipathy, rape culture, violence culture, abuse culture, "Top-Dog/Underdog" thinking, Madison Avenue advertising brainwashing, heirarchies, slavery, the deliberate dumbing down of people and the agenda of the cult of death that says that pain is good, pleasure is stupid, and confusing the two sensations is the way the world works and what will get you ahead. 

Not surprisingly that is the agenda of the illuminati as well. This is the definition of trauma culture. 
This way of thinking eventually for most people is what will also cause autoimmune disorders and cancer too- the body literally activates its inflamatory response and causes the person to literally begin attacking themself from within with the contradictory lies and disinformation they have been told about themselves and the nature of reality for years.

 Pick and choose your battles carefully, but nine times out of ten, it is always better to hash it out with someone and confront them on a slight or issue as soon as possible, or as soon as is necessary to nip the problem in the bud. 

Often it will be a slight misunderstanding and the situation can correct itself, hopefully achieving a better state of mind and relationship with the person you are confronting. 

In my experience however, I know there were many people who either wanted to deliberately hurt me, or who were guided through someone else, whether surreptitiously or directly, to cause me hurt and suffering in a pathetic attempt to block my path. (Newsflash: It hasn't, won't, and can't stop my path. So have fun with that, cowards. But you will continue to fail as you always have.)

 Still, after using judiciousness and discernment and deciding to act, it is always better to confront these bullies head on as well, because nine times out of ten they will cowardly skulk off and never confront you again, thus easing your pain and suffering immediately. 

Those people are designed by nature or by programming to never be happy within themselves, which is a shame. They have been led to believe they are the controllers as well. 
Nothing could be further from the truth. They are slaves.

Blessings,

Anya

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Announcement about readings with me

  Ernest Gustave Girardot, The Fortune Teller

Hi, everyone. Just wanted to say that after an extended illness, I am now feeling well enough to start doing readings again. If you want to schedule an appointment with me via Skype or telephone (phone appointments in USA and Canada only, Skype anywhere on Planet Earth), I will be happy to accommodate you.

Please contact me for an appointment either through my webpage:
 http://www.thumbtack.com/ny/new-york/psychic/natural-psychic-medium 

or at: anyaisachannel@gmail.com to set something up.

 I do look forward to assisting you in the true light soon.

Best and blessings,

Anya

Friday, November 2, 2012

Listen up:

But I'm your biggest fan!


Sometimes by accident, my feelers are off (maybe my Mom died the night before, I got yet another visit from Naval Intel in the form of a MILAB, someone is trying to discredit me online paid for by your tax dollars at the NSA, I wake up with unbelievably bizarre marks on my body that would drive most people insane and yet it's happened to me for the thirtieth day in a row, people start stalking me, whatever!) and I let people hire me who have absolutely no intention of wanting to change themselves. It happens! I'm human. Or a cybernetic hybrid Annunaki blood prime as the case may be.

Sometimes mentally ill people do in fact get through the cracks and expect the world of me. They think I am their bestie, or a servant to them who is available at the drop of a hat whenever and wherever it suits their whims.

Those types of clients usually start emailing me long, circuitous emails that require enormous amounts of time and energy on my part to respond to. (I don't engage in this practice anymore, live and learn) they usually engaged in long, unwanted phone calls with me as well after hours and act like we are suddenly related, long lost cousins who want me to start mailing them family photos and keeping in touch on a regular basis.

When I don't respond, or, shame on me!, indulge them a little bit (some would call that "over-delivering", it can be an occupational hazard in the adviser community. Bad, Anya. Raps knuckles with a ruler)  then they say that I see them as just a dollar sign, that they just were an electric bill payment for that month, that I'm "mean", that I've "changed" if I don't drop everything and respond to their ten page rambler about how they always liked cheese and does it mean something about a past life on Venus if that's the case.

(If you think I'm exaggerating or taking creative license about that last part, you would be wrong. I literally got an email from a crazed stalker type once asking about the cheese/Venus connection. They were writing it in complete seriousness.)

These people are users. They were bad clients from the getgo and need to be jettisoned immediately. If you knew how many incredibly misplaced in their neediness people I get contacting me: the stalkers, the sychophants, the star fuckers, the creepy perverts, the users, the drug addicts, the mentally ill, the married men who think I am a "Freek" in the bedroom and wouldn't it be fun to break off a piece of that sideshow crazy, the flaky artist twentysomethings who need a free "mentor" whom they can access at all hours  (and who call at all hours) with absolutely zilch other than "you're the greatest" in return, the wannabes, witches, and weirdo black magicians who wanna "crack my code" who all come to me in the guise of "client" (or not even-- parasitic freeloaders is usually more like it), you'd be amazed. Or impressed. Or exhausted. Or revolted.
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I'm not even talking about the people online who stalk me and follow me and say how great I am for years but never actually hire me --ever-- or support my efforts tangibly in any way shape or form other than a constant "You're great!"-- To everything-- as I am actually worrying about the lights being turned off, you'd be amazed. And appalled.

Lots of you want something for nothing. You want me at your beck and call. You want to siphon energy off of me like a vampire (because you are one.) You want me seated at your dinner table to show off to your friends and colleagues and then at the end of the meal shove me back in the attic like the crazy aunt you really think I am. You want a piece of me, and then when I give it, you want more. But you don't want me to say Hi to you if I run into you on the street.

More, more, always more. Accompanied by a heaping topping of "but I'm also ashamed of what I want, but IT FEELS SO GOOD/she's a dirty little/best kept secret."

What does the oracle have in store for me now? No, I'm not being a worthless piece of shit user who wants a free reading for nothing (or, who hires me once, but then after peppers me with endless emails about what they should do with their lives but has no intention whatsoever of hiring me again and now we are best friends and Anya is a BAD PERSON if she imposes limits on the email flotsam) But I'm a good person, Anya. Really. Who just talked your ear off for six hours by phone about myself asking for more and more and MORE answers to the questions I seek for free and I FEEL SO CLOSE TO YOU, ANYA, I FEEL SUCH A DEEP CONNECTION, and then want me to be your psychic feel good security blanket/tit/crutch/training wheels to help you make sense of that dream you had last night at the drop of a hat and become one with the Universe at the drop of a hat while she hasn't had a client in weeks and is trying to build a company up and run it like a business person. You say we are friends but the one time I need to talk to someone, anyone, because I needed help just this once because I am being attacked by demons and psychotronic weaponry, you can't be reached because you're blissfully camping in the mountains with your girlfriend.

People want me until they don't but then get angry when they don't get their "fix" so they call me a "friend".  And you think this job is fun and wouldn't it be neat to be able to do what I do?

Please, people. I provide a service. It doesn't mean I am your servant.

Don't make it like we are best friends because I know what you did in that past lifetime in Somalia in 23,000 BC. We are friends of the Universe, we share a soul contract, yes we are connected and All Is One. But when you start sending me labyrinthian emails that I don't respond to because you are cray-cray and you don't try to heal yourself one iota, nor do you want to, nor did you ever have any intention of doing so,  you just want more of the same and keep needling me about your personal life and why does nothing I do ever turn out right, and further more, if you don't answer this email that I fully expect to not pay you for your time and immense energy that I am taking from you,
YOU ARE MEAN AND BAD.

When you do that, I exit you immediately. I am not required to reply. I am not required to do anything, you silly child.  You are scaring me and further more, I don't need this shit.

I get threats and interruptions and attention enough from the Powers That Think They Be, I don't need your dime-store, homeless-person-standing-on-the-corner-having-a-psychotic-break version of it because you didn't get your unbelieveably selfish, child-like supply today.
And people say I'M the crazy one who manipulates vulnerable people.

That is all, we're done here. Thanks.  

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Own yourself or become a Pod Person.

 

Many people I know have been reprogrammed and/or are being psychically assaulted and manipulated heavily by Grey ETs and reptoids and don't want to own up to this or recognize it. Acknowledging out loud one is being heavily manipulated is one of the few first ways to break free because it acknowledges physically, verbally, and with the mind-body-spirit connection in connection to oneself: "I am free. I am no longer useful to them, whomever "them" is. I am sovereign." and is the very first step in breaking one's contract with soul to be a mind controlled servant to whomever-- be it animal, vegetable, or mineral calling the shots. (And yes, you signed up for this. It doesn't mean you can't rewrite the contract if things become too remedial, however. We are way past flashcards at this point, if you know what I mean. Might want to start reading full sentences already.)

 One person I am acquaintances with says he saw a reptilian in an underground facility in earlier interviews and yet now denies the existence of reptilians, another used voice-stress tech on me during one of his radio station's interviews two years ago and said "You are 100% who you say you are, the tech says you are telling the truth to the best of your ability" is now telling me I am being "Manipulated" and that what I think is happening to me is not what is happening to me at all. (Uh... not really brain surgery to say that I have been manipulated, brah. But nice try with that whole reptilian-ET inspired gaslighting second part.) He also says that it's "impossible" for humans to have the tech I am describing and that it's all- *ALL*- ET related. 

Yet another person still is a front for Grey ETs and has been drawing me in and utilizing vampiric techniques on me for years in order to get information out of me about my personal life and reports many, many sightings of owls (Note: owls are often remote controlled by greys as a form of de facto surveillance and remote controlled tech- they literally know how to hijack sentience via animals and unwitting/asleep people in order to spy and do psi scans, surveys, and the like. Owls are often reported as common sightings with contactees/experiencers.) and has some kind of block that prevents him from seeing how completely and totally mind controlled and managed he really is. 

The military is "hands off" with him as he is completely and totally owned by the Greys until he asserts his sovereign right to freedom- he refuses to admit this is happening and thus allows the mental and physical slavery to continue. In so doing he has actually placed at least one person's life in danger by his reckless bravado and lack of conscious free-willed intent. (The Greys, or I should say hive-mind worker bees, make him think a lot of his bright ideas are his own when in fact they are not. This is very low-level, typical stuff they do, but magnified times 10 in this particular experiencer's case.) 

One other experiencer I know is just as hapless, but with added electrical disturbances to appliances, lights going haywire, computers being blown out or shut down as well. She slavishly/adoringly/unquestioningly follows a famous contactee (I do not like nor trust with a ten foot pole the UFO cult or brand of ET public relations that has been formed around him and his connections to intel agencies he is writing about) and the lofty ivory tower that's been created around him or that he has created. It's all just more groupthink and mind control, and the female contactee I am referring to's tunnel vision about this as well belies a kind of willful suspension of belief and a frankly damaging child-like naivete that is disturbing and I think nestles firmly in the pantheon of robot-controlled mind management as well. 

Nothing personal against this super-famous contactee she is somehow endebted to, but seriously, people. There is no one way of doing this whole "experiencer" thing. In my experience, just when you think you know something, the game changes. There is no journal or log or book or any one or two or even twelve definitive sources that have it all right. It's like trying to catch all of the sea in a paper cup, it can't be done.

And of course you all know about others who shall remain nameless doling out slander due to other forms of mental ailments as well as the garden variety kind. I won't bore you with that Sordid Saga.

It's so funny that I'm so open and out about my mind control experiences, including the fact that I may also still be heavily controlled and programmed, but in doing so, I feel a hell of a lot freer from these programs than these people walking around with blinders on-- even after they have been told they are mind controlled.

I know that at best this is a strange, disorienting thing to be told, but at least I had the sense to find out that I was indeed a slave or in some kind of slavery to some stealthy system set up beneath me. Until then, I was like the Goethe quote: "None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free." 

 I can see it so clearly and they can't- no matter how many times I say it in as many ways possible. They like to dismiss what I am saying and/or they hear it but it just. Does. Not. Compute. In one ear, right out the other. Almost as if they've been hypnotized...

Eh, c'est la vie. They will find out sooner, rather than later, who is running the show if they don't declare themselves sovereign soon and it won't be pretty. 

I see lots of people not owning themselves, whether they be mind-managed by space control or through more mundane circumstances. They are not owning themselves in droves. In fact, they behave as if they are like helpless animals, orphaned bear cubs or mewling newborn kittens, helpless and wandering. It's quite depressing and pathetic, especially since they have all and I mean ALL of the tools at their disposal to free themselves. If they only knew to pick them up and use them, however. It's not for lack of suggestion, but as for trying? That's another thing entirely. 

 I then also remember that they are supposedly grownups who know how to take care of themselves and they know what's best for them. Right?

Right?

Bueller?


Anyway, the thing about the certain blind spot or arrogance of a person so hypnotized that they don't know it is you can tell them the water is cool, the temperature is right, and it tastes fine, you can even show them, and they will look at you like you are insane for handing them a bottle of boiling acid to drink. It doesn't matter what I say as long as people are slaves and willfully remain so. But just remember what happened in the boiling frog anecdote.

Never has it been more important in the lives of human history to wake up and own yourselves as sovereign, liberated beings. Do not look back. Look forward to what awaits you as a result. The outcome will be shining and bright.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

New article on The Examiner about a reading I did for Jeffery Pritchett (Radio host for the Church of Mabus, writer on the occult and paranormal)

Jeffery and friend.



Jeffery has well known "shock jock" status on his radio show, and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little nervous when speaking with him at first! But in fact he turned out to be open minded, fair, and kind.

Jeffery has been so kind in fact that he's also asked me to be on his radio show in April. I look forward to another no doubt exciting and interesting encounter and will definitely let you all know the show dates and details closer to air time. 

His website forum/portal for all things Mabus is here: http://mabusincarnate.8.forumer.com/