Cluster B's Are Everywhere: Accept that & Empower Yourself

The Borderline Narcissist - Confusion

Ever date or have someone in your life who could cycle between idealizing, loving, affectionate, needing your attention, sentimental and then contemptuous, raging, and discarding-- all within the span of an hour? And then the whole cycle would start all over again? Did bewilderment usually predominate as the main emotion for you? Then you were probably in the zone known as Borderline Narcissist Land. 

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Empaths and Vulnerability

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Initiations

Have been meaning to post this from my Facebook page  since mid-August, just haven't had a chance to post this here yet. But since it's a full Pisces moon right now (Pisces rules dreams, the psychic self,
 etc. etc.) and full moons are perfect times to purge all the stuff that no longer serves you, I hope you find this helpful and a positive trigger for the search for higher self, awareness, activation and integration of your 3D-to-5D experience. 

Catherine Deneuve in Peau d'Ane (Donkey Skin), 1970:

A strange fairytale about a fall from Eden through royally decreed incest which masks a mystery school initiation story allusion to the ancient myth of Lucius, who was "turned into a donkey and forced to live life as a beast of burden. A victim of abuse and depravity, Lucius' condition is an allegory for the fate of humans when separated from the divine."

 In this case, I would say, when separated from your natural birthright of gnosis through the opening of the third eye, which is what the school of Isis was really all about- rather than being a control system, I would posit that the ancient school was more about real life solutions and how you can in fact turn your dna on- which was shut off by the controllers who manufactured humanity in the first place. The "goddess" you worship within is the Divine Feminine and takes many names. The "Goddess" you seek to worship is actually the psychic seat/activation of the soul from 5D into 3D.

The raw, uncut initiation process was once available for all but was tightly regulated when the monarchies (the ones who stood in as pre-governmental structures of control) saw what could happen when you had a free mind. The Illuminati used this mystery school knowledge in turn to frighten and turn away "those who are uninitiated" and/or flat out keep out anyone who wasn't like them/limit those who weren't like them inwards.

Secret societies like the Masons were initially an attempt to prevent dogma from destroying this knowledge, but then turned inward on itself/became power hungry/a victim of its own success that then forbade in turn as well the initiation process without them as the middle man/gnosis providers. It was a manipulation that then in turn separated the initiates in these societies from "God", i.e. their psychic self as well because hypnosis vis a vis rituals, indoctrination under threat of death, i.e. trauma, and the use of symbols became the de facto form of power and control for those even trapped within the labyrinthian systems of code and hidden meaning. It corrupted itself. It is time to free the animus (i.e. Divine Masculine) so the anima (Divine Feminine) can provide again.

The One Question that Changed Everything

On Building Healthy Relationships (Dependency Complexes, Egos, Abuse, Se...

This applies to anyone who is grappling with these issues...

SHAME Part 4: The Signs of Love Addiction

A Bit of the Old Ultra-Violet.

"Dr Andrija Puharich in the 50´s/60´s, found clairvoyant´s brainwaves became 8 Hz when their powers were operative. He saw an Indian Yogi in 1956 controlling his brainwaves, deliberately shifting his consciousness from one level to another. Puharich trained people with bio-feedback to do this consciously, making 8 Hz waves. A healer made 8 Hz waves pass into a patient, healing their heart trouble, her brain emitting 8 Hz . One person emitting a certain frequency can make another also resonate to the same frequency.

Our brains are extremely vulnerable to any technology which sends out ELF waves, because they immediately start resonating to the outside signal by a kind of tuning-fork effect. Puharich experimented discovering 7.83 Hz (earth´s pulse rate) made a person ‘feel good´ producing an altered-state. 10.80 Hz causes riotious behaviour and 6.6 Hz causes depression. Puharich made ELF waves change RNA and DNA, breaking hydrogen bonds to make a person have a higher vibratory rate. He wanted to go beyond the psychic 8 Hz brainwave and attract psi phenomena. James Hurtak, who once worked for Puharich, also wrote in his book The Keys of Enoch that ultra-violet caused hydrogen bonds to break and this raised the vibratory rate."

http://www.haarp.net/mindcontrol.htm

War Veterans Are Using MMA To Treat Their PTSD: Fightland Specials

For the Veterans and those who still actively serve, God bless and may peace be with you~

Joy Division - Transmission

Calling For Twin Flames To Unite Now

The Force is strong in this one.

I do crystal placement too, it's an intuitive thing that the crystals tell me as well, this kid is not making this up or being "guided" by his mother- takes one to know one! 

Listen, the way things are going, kids have to be awakened right out of the box. The environment as it currently stands is not supportive of any free thinking-- or free energy, for that matter-- whatsoever. 

Take a moment to understand that crystal energy is supported by science, it's not hokey pokey, otherwise, why use crystals in precision instrument technology? (http://www.yale.edu/ynhti/pubs/A5/vanwagner.html#g) 

Why not use Jello or your knee cartilidge instead? There's a reason for everything and everything in it's place.

Are you taking the chocolate?

Romantic trouble or past life interference? You decide.

With romantic torpor and attraction as pertains to past lives, consider that the attraction/misery or happiness may not be about love and sex as much as it has to do with memory and forgiveness. 

It's true, it happens.

Sometimes what you think is love and sexual attraction is actually you being drawn to a past life issue with that very special someone that needs to work itself out/be resolved in the romance format to ask for forgiveness/get to know that certain someone under auspicious, rather than "pitted against" or destructive situations from another lifetime. It is natures way of saying "See? I'm not that person anymore, and you aren't either. Let's stop playing this blame game and see it for what it is, which is genetic memory stifled and bursting at the seams to get out and explore itself further." It is a chance to make amends and repair damage done and learn and grow.
Please don't misunderstand me, it's always about love. But it may not be the kinds of love you are thinking of.  Some romances are challenges because of this, others blissful as a result. 

We find one another because we have a beacon, an inner honing mechanism that works itself out beautifully or tragically depending on how often the two (or three or four or many) parties deny or accept the nature of their situations. 

Denial of affection received in a "dysfunctional" relationship means it's hard to accept the other person and yet you are inexplicably drawn to them nonetheless.  

Conflict usually means manifestation or repression of vice, "sin" etc in a person's past life that hasn't been worked out yet. Addictions are manifestations in a lot of ways of unresolved conflicts, whether past or present. It is amazing to me how many people are seeing psychologists when they should be examining past lives where they or another might have wronged; it's amazing to me how much past life frequency there is now popping to the surface.

It's time to forgive ourselves and others for past lives right now. The frequency that should be let in is one of forgiveness to move to the next level of understanding. It doesn't mean you forget the "sin", you simply become aware of the totality of the situation by uncovering a past life or lifetimes that occurred where the seed/trauma was planted and you can then move on often/nearly always quite easily once that happenstance is acknowledged.  I have seen this letting go/forgiveness once the lifetime in question was uncovered work personally and professionally and be radically successful many times over lately. It's solved a lot of problems for people I know and have worked with.

How can you solve a problem if you only have limited information about it at your disposal?

Therapy can help, but often it doesn't cover the deeply rooted spiritual conundrum that edifies and informs our spiritual placement in our bodies, in our minds, in our souls- that's past lives talking, not psychoanalysis at work. 

But whatever works and truly heals is a good thing, I'm not disparaging of most therapeutic models. 

I just see it as usually limited returns past a certain point. It can explain and re-direct, but it doesn't examine the core root causes of certain unexplainable things for which there is a large question mark hanging over the proceedings.

The most nimble of therapists cannot address the core cause of trauma issues without delving deep into the psyche and that means often going as far back as many lifetimes to explore, acknowledge, address, and heal. 

There is something to the DNA and it's not "junk" theories or science. 

There is something connected that cannot be elucidated by traditional psychoanalytic models. 

It's connected directly to the person's soul.

Woah.

Mother Earth, Father Sun: You Are a Child of God

Sedona, Arizona, November 1st, 2013.

Nature is the Mother, Father is the Sun. 

Openings to both are access grids to energy fields known to you unconsciously at this time that you are not fully taking advantage of. Opening of your third eye is the key pass to all that information. The first thing you need to do when your eye is open is to study yourself, observe your day to day infusions/interactions/integrations/what have you. Then study your past lives; all the lives that came before your current incarnation. Go all the way back to what you've allowed yourself at the present time to peer into. Then learn about righting wrongs and releasing past life karma that serves no need in the lesson plan today. Once you've cleared your karma, all is one. You will find things get a lot more peaceful and integrated when that happens.

Mind over Matter: Secrets of human aura revealed by Russian scientists

I see colors coming off of people's energy fields left and right and know that when the color is in the wrong spot on the human form, it means they are in imbalance, usually emotionally and health-wise too. The energy body holds much trauma and emotion that is not allowed to be expressed properly as well, and humans are so sensitive and so subliminally psychically developed, that if for example, they are told as children to hide their emotions and be "tough" and not show any pain visibly, they will in fact hide it away in a spot on the physical form. 

Often I have found people's middle backs, shoulders, below the shoulder blades, and throat as well as heart area are most affected and the most common places to hide pain. Interestingly enough, monarch slaves and super soldiers will also have an unusual placement of black attacking energy when worked on in the forearms and arms. I have never experienced that part of the body having energetic issues with anyone else.

Psychological trauma will place this pain on the human form and manifest usually in the form of migraine headaches, joint aches and pains, intestinal issues,  arthritis, and carpal tunnel syndrome as well as other chronic or ongoing pain issues until the real issue is dealt with, which 90% of the time is either past life pain that has no place in the present life, or issues dealing with emotional suffering, neglect, pain and trauma in this life that were never properly dealt with emotionally and psychologically that has been the burden of the client to carry around with them their whole lives without fully realizing they are doing it. 

Disease can be broken down as a word: dis-ease. That is exactly what can happen as well when people sometimes form colds, flu, infections, and the like due to immune system imbalance from said hiding of pain as well. 

In most industrialized nations, we live in a totally imbalanced, dysfunctional culture that says it is "inappropriate" to express pain and suffering in the public format. It's considered not "going along to get along' if someone confronts the source of their pain verbally, and you are considered "difficult" if you have the audacity to call someone out  on their behavior who have caused this. 

This is another form of the perceived rule of authoritarianism, fascism, narcissism, socipathy, rape culture, violence culture, abuse culture, "Top-Dog/Underdog" thinking, Madison Avenue advertising brainwashing, heirarchies, slavery, the deliberate dumbing down of people and the agenda of the cult of death that says that pain is good, pleasure is stupid, and confusing the two sensations is the way the world works and what will get you ahead. 

Not surprisingly that is the agenda of the illuminati as well. This is the definition of trauma culture. 

This way of thinking eventually for most people is what will also cause autoimmune disorders and cancer too- the body literally activates its inflamatory response and causes the person to literally begin attacking themself from within with the contradictory lies and disinformation they have been told about themselves and the nature of reality for years.

 Pick and choose your battles carefully, but nine times out of ten, it is always better to hash it out with someone and confront them on a slight or issue as soon as possible, or as soon as is necessary to nip the problem in the bud. 

Often it will be a slight misunderstanding and the situation can correct itself, hopefully achieving a better state of mind and relationship with the person you are confronting. 

In my experience however, I know there were many people who either wanted to deliberately hurt me, or who were guided through someone else, whether surreptitiously or directly, to cause me hurt and suffering in a pathetic attempt to block my path. (Newsflash: It hasn't, won't, and can't stop my path. So have fun with that, cowards. But you will continue to fail as you always have.)

 Still, after using judiciousness and discernment and deciding to act, it is always better to confront these bullies head on as well, because nine times out of ten they will cowardly skulk off and never confront you again, thus easing your pain and suffering immediately. 

Those people are designed by nature or by programming to never be happy within themselves, which is a shame. They have been led to believe they are the controllers as well. 

Nothing could be further from the truth. They are slaves.

Blessings,

Anya

Just because someone is mentally ill does not mean they are a Super Soldier.

Mental illness does not give you a "pass" for this. It doesn't put you in a special "club", it doesn't make you smarter, or faster, or stronger. It just makes you mentally ill. 

I feel very sorry for Erin Green Hicks and wish her wellness and healing. But I managed to watch about 15 minutes of her interview with Miles Johnston, and had some more notes on that if I may.

Here's what I immediately detected within five minutes: She may come from a Masonic, possibly Satanic family (certainly doing enough hand gestures in the beginning and making sure she lets us see her hand tattoos), and she has been put in a mind control program.  But it's not IBIS. 

It's a COINTELPRO CIA program that involves scooping up high-functioning paranoid schizophrenics from mental institutions and halfway houses, brain entraining them to think they are a super soldier (or a genius scientist, or a journalist, or a celebrity's long lost son, or whatever they want to make of this person to exploit them, create a distraction and undermine the target) and then unleash them onto the public in a controlled environment like the Super Soldier Summit, where equally brainwashed journalists like Kerry Cassidy will pick up neurolinguistic and post-hypnotic suggestions from any number of buzz words Erin would, like the programmed good soldier she thinks she is, spout off and the next thing you know, you've got the perfect recipe for muddied H2O.

  I wish her well, she definitely might have come from a deep Masonic family (am getting possibly a very other-side-of-the-tracks white supremacist biker gang version of Masonic-Satanic, but Masonic nonetheless) but that STILL doesn't mean she's a super soldier of any kind. In fact, I think she was offered up as a sacrificial good soldier to "throw herself on the sword" and be used as a disinfo agent. 

She may have been very abused, again, she may come from a Masonic family. 

But, she is not in IBIS, she is not a super soldier. The Illuminati has plenty of those types of unfortunate people in surplus for when they want to discredit anyone - a person like myself, for instance-- who steps forward in any category they talk about that is considered "forbidden" and are getting too on target about things.

Is it any wonder the last six, count 'em, SIX interviews I have done have either been significantly interrupted or flat out sabotaged/destroyed? I wouldn't even put it past the Powers That Be to make it seem like Erin's "message" was "tampered with" to give more import to her story as well, but I'm telling you: I smell programmed lies like you smell dinner. I don't make my living on "hunches". I see their delusions wafting off of them like heatwaves on tarmac. I know what I know and that woman is not a super soldier. 

Mind controlled people like Kerry Cassidy need to stop exploiting vulnerable people like this poor woman. At least Miles Johnston keeps his journalistic neutrality hat firmly on when he interviews people, and he can admit that this is disinfo. At least he records it for the dubious document that it is. (Even though he commented that she "exhibits" characteristics of a super soldier. Uh, no. She "exhibits" the characteristics of someone who has spent hours and hours and hours of time absorbing everything and anything she can get her hands on pertaining to the curious phenomenon of the Super Soldier and has boned up on the storyline, but she is no more a Super Soldier than someone dressed up as Spock at a Comic Con who has taken the role just a leeeeeeeetle too seriously.)

There was something she said (mind control scripted) that triggered me and it had to do with the number 42.  Casbolt and this guy who claims he used to draw me on the walls of his cell without knowing it was me when he was in a mental institution both used it a lot in 2010 when we were more in communication. They were fascinated by the number and this man who drew me said in a Skype session once "It all happens when we're 42" cryptically enough. 

Now I am 42 and truth be told, it was weird how Casbolt used to say he was "waking up an army" when I met him in 2010 and used to give me what I now realize were all these neurolinguistic cues that quite frankly, really f'd with my head. 

I don't know why, but he could always manage to inspire the deepest form of dread imaginable in me, which is psychotic on his part, because I know he liked doing that and liked having that effect on me, so whatever. Now I know better. 

But now Erin's spouting off this weird triggered "42" thing and talking about hierarchies and how you "just need to bring light to the world" and how Cas is an archangel and our "Commander" etc etc and it's just-- it's so brainwashed.  Erin (and I know you read this blog, so I will address you directly), if you knew the types of "light bringing" extracurricular activities your "Commander" gets into, you probably wouldn't be saying what you're saying. Dude is easily one of the most depraved in the extreme individuals I've ever met, trust me on that one. 

Another noticeable point that came up was the "no judgements" thing. I've noticed that's something everyone who's insane and/or a drug addict always says because they don't want to be judged themselves for their criminally reprehensible behavior that they've unleashed onto the public once or a million times. The "Hey, don't judge" trope is also what every single narcissist and sociopath has ever said to me, ever (when they were in recovery mode and between trips to rehab and/or being committed/arrested/fired/kicked out of the house).

The way you bring enlightenment to the world is not through the rehashed Illuminati trope of "We are helping humanity gain wisdom through the experiences of torture, death, division and destruction". 

Awwwwwww. What humanitarians y'all are! Thanks, but no.  Again: It's the malignant narcissist's cheap trick way out of everything and a way to avoid responsibility for their actions.  

Anyway, I wish her true light, true love, true healing and true enlightenment, not this superficial claptrap Satanist stuff that's older than a dirty dish rag. 

How about some true light: 

https://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2018/12/how-to-fight-nazi.html