Why People Who “Have It All” Commit Suicide

David Bowie Andy Warhol Lyrics

It's funny how someone with Asperger's Syndrome (a form of autism, where it's hard to read human facial expressions/emotion) had a pretty strong grasp of human psychology and behavior. 

His variations on a theme, his fascination with mass production and how the subject matter was interchangeable with human beings may have been misunderstood.  Instead of objectifying his subjects,  his way of seeing seemed to be about taxonomies of persona- variations on a theme of the strikingly similar ways people who are programmed with backgrounds that are less than savory react to their environments.

I always saw his work as deeply compassionate.
Here were a bunch of messed up people yearning to be seen. The neglected, from the poor little rich girls to the most destitute and strung out of prostitutes and drag queens. He didn't care. He didn't individuate. He may have been in some cases, the ONLY person who "saw" them clearly. And they would have done anything for him because of that.

 (This is how cults are formed, kiddies. Be careful with that.) 

Unfortunately, trauma creates pretty predictable behaviors of self-destruction, compulsion, addiction, and in worse case scenarios, personality disorders. 

In spite of that, he didn't judge. He let everyone in. A lot of damaged people in.  

Which eventually would be to his detriment when, on June 4th, 1968, a disgruntled and severely mentally ill playwright by the name of Valerie Solanas entered his Union Square studio and shot him point blank with a .22 revolver. 

He survived, but according to reports, was never the same again. 

The observer became the traumatized, paranoid subject.

(If you want to see how much of a miracle it was that he survived, here is the incredible medical account:
https://news.artnet.com/art-world/surgeon-saved-andy-warhols-life-died-448463 )

Observing and understanding are not the same thing as processing. His downfall was ironically the same thing that allowed him to see so clearly, without judgement. 

We must develop healthy boundaries. We must individuate. And why it's up to the individual to not judge the person, but the behavior,  is up to us individually to do if we choose to do that. (I personally do.) But in addition to that, we must see, feel, process and protect our most precious gifts 

***and not let anyone walk all over them***.

Blessings,

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Bad Friends? Family members driving you crazy? Here's Help:

It's okay to feel ambivalence about something and not have a final answer about how you think/feel about an issue/person/place/experience, etc.

I've noticed that mental rigidity often goes hand in hand with brittleness when it comes to self-care and mental health.

If you have been in a situation that craves drama, you probably are entrained to respond. You didn't "attract" that (For my Law Of Attraction peeps) , it's what's *familiar* to you because you probably grew up in a family of origin where three alarm fires and Chicken Little "The Sky Is Falling" responses to everything were the norm.

Here's a revelation:

You don't have to respond to drama.

You can remove yourself from a situation and you don't have to fix it.

Fixing other people's problems who never seem to have a solution to their pain/anxiety/whatever may mean one of two things:

You and they are Codependent, and you are enabling their behavior.

Who are you if you aren't the Savior?

Remove yourself from the behavior and see what happens when you aren't there to save them.

Do they get better? Worse? Stay the same?

That will tell you what you need to know about whether or not that person is needed in your life and/or a healthy presence for you.

You are more than the sum of your parts.

 Stop encouraging crazy behavior. 

You can ween yourself off of drama queens whose lives are always in chaos and never get better.

Dysfunctional parents teach their children how to be crazy.

Don't encourage it. 

Remove yourself from the situation and take the time necessary to observe, process, and heal what is going on inside you first.

Then remove people who can't, don't, or won't stop their craving for dysfunctional situations and that constantly require you to put out their never-ending three alarm fires.

#SelfCareIsntSelfish #Dysfunction #DysfunctionalFamiliesOfOrigin #ChickenLittle #Drama #BadFriendsAreMirrorsOfOurFamilies #HowWeCope #Origins #FocusOnYourself

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The Second Awakening

Part 2:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9GySLd6jeeY&nohtml5=False

Part 3:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xp0ZyEcjX-g&nohtml5=False

Part 4:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMb-X-ulzg0&nohtml5=False

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Initiations

Have been meaning to post this from my Facebook page  since mid-August, just haven't had a chance to post this here yet. But since it's a full Pisces moon right now (Pisces rules dreams, the psychic self,
 etc. etc.) and full moons are perfect times to purge all the stuff that no longer serves you, I hope you find this helpful and a positive trigger for the search for higher self, awareness, activation and integration of your 3D-to-5D experience. 

Catherine Deneuve in Peau d'Ane (Donkey Skin), 1970:

A strange fairytale about a fall from Eden through royally decreed incest which masks a mystery school initiation story allusion to the ancient myth of Lucius, who was "turned into a donkey and forced to live life as a beast of burden. A victim of abuse and depravity, Lucius' condition is an allegory for the fate of humans when separated from the divine."

 In this case, I would say, when separated from your natural birthright of gnosis through the opening of the third eye, which is what the school of Isis was really all about- rather than being a control system, I would posit that the ancient school was more about real life solutions and how you can in fact turn your dna on- which was shut off by the controllers who manufactured humanity in the first place. The "goddess" you worship within is the Divine Feminine and takes many names. The "Goddess" you seek to worship is actually the psychic seat/activation of the soul from 5D into 3D.

The raw, uncut initiation process was once available for all but was tightly regulated when the monarchies (the ones who stood in as pre-governmental structures of control) saw what could happen when you had a free mind. The Illuminati used this mystery school knowledge in turn to frighten and turn away "those who are uninitiated" and/or flat out keep out anyone who wasn't like them/limit those who weren't like them inwards.

Secret societies like the Masons were initially an attempt to prevent dogma from destroying this knowledge, but then turned inward on itself/became power hungry/a victim of its own success that then forbade in turn as well the initiation process without them as the middle man/gnosis providers. It was a manipulation that then in turn separated the initiates in these societies from "God", i.e. their psychic self as well because hypnosis vis a vis rituals, indoctrination under threat of death, i.e. trauma, and the use of symbols became the de facto form of power and control for those even trapped within the labyrinthian systems of code and hidden meaning. It corrupted itself. It is time to free the animus (i.e. Divine Masculine) so the anima (Divine Feminine) can provide again.

Empathy Can Be Built, Botox Destroys Empathy, How A Killer's Brain Differs From Yours

"I recently interviewed Dr. Richard Davidson, a pioneer in the emerging neuroscience of emotion. According to Dr. Davidson, who chairs The Center for Investigating Healthy Minds at the University of Wisconsin-Madison, emotional styles – such as being empathetic, altruistic, optimistic, and resilient – have a neural basis, and you can change your emotional style through mental practice. In other words, how you think directly affects how you feel – both emotionally and physically.
But Botox users beware: According to one study, women who paralyze their facial muscles may show less empathy – and also feel less empathy as well."
 - Barbara Bradley Hagerty, former NPR reporter, author


A Neuroscientist Uncovers A Dark Secret:
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=127888976

Fallon's brain (on the right) has dark patches in the orbital cortex, the area just behind the eyes. This is the area that Fallon and other scientists say is involved with ethical behavior, moral decision-making and impulse control. The normal scan on the left is his son's. (Courtesy of Jim Fallon.)

The One Question that Changed Everything

On Building Healthy Relationships (Dependency Complexes, Egos, Abuse, Se...

This applies to anyone who is grappling with these issues...

Slavoj Žižek: The Hegelian Wound

This is also really great as well. Funny timing (maybe it was in the ether)- this lecture at NYU given about five miles from where I live was conducted about two weeks after I posted this post but I didn't find it until today:

http://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2014/09/clams-casino-illest-alive_10.html

that for some reason out of the blue that I am not quite clear on why I posted it but had something to do with psychic awakening/how to be psychic. Yes, really. 

I am of course advocating the end of the Hegelian dialectic, that it's a construct no longer suited to modernity, that it never really existed at all, which is funny because Zizek as a Lacanian is always reevaluating things as constructs and ideas that require a middle man like language or libido or metaphor to create or facilitate something as the catalyst, and uses Hegel to use trauma as a way to come out of it so you can understand it. I am positing something slightly different- it was never there to begin with. I'm not saying the trauma didn't exist, but that for the purposes of my perspective, the path to third eye awakening is to understand that if you are to open the third eye, you have to view it all in the spectrum like you are viewing the earth from space.

 You can't take it too personally or attach identifiers to traumatic events as something that defines you. (Of course I am not perfect and I have plenty of things that have happened to me that it has indeed been a struggle to come out from under and not let it define me, and I still struggle with it daily.) But I think Zizek's viewpoint is worth viewing and definitely worth consideration for another perspective on Hegel, and I think a vital one. 

 I didn't know Zizek was a Hegelian (if he is at all?), but he is making me reevaluate his "godless" atheistic tendencies, there seems to be a very spiritual metaphysician of a sort laying in wait here that I like a lot. 

(Especially his take on the link between Christianity, metaphysics and sex!)

System Re-victimizes, Pathologizes Victim, Sides with Offender, Abuser

Premise to interlude


Wait till all bones pretrude


You're convexed, you're convert


There is a stain on your shirt

Semi-sweet, seminude


The remorse you can't hide


Now we molt, past our skin


And make room to begin

Symmetry


You must work in symmetry


You must earn their empathy


Empathy, empathy, empathy

Symmetry


You must work in symmetry


You must earn their empathy


Empathy, empathy, empathy

Down, down, cities fall down on me


Down, down, cities fall down on me


Down, down, cities fall down on me


Down, down, cities fall down on me

The final chrysalis


Self-controlled consciousness


Now it feels imminent


Done for your benefit

Eat right out of their hand


Its concaved all your glands


We're encouraged to forget


Preference to be force-fed

Symmetry


You must work in symmetry


You must earn their empathy


Empathy, empathy, empathy

Symmetry


You must work in symmetry


You must earn their empathy


Empathy, empathy, empathy

Down, down, cities fall down on me


Down, down, cities fall down on me


Down, down, cities fall down on me


Down, down, cities fall down

You must earn our empathy


You must earn our empathy


You must earn our empathy


You must earn our empathy

You must earn our empathy


You must earn our empathy


You must earn our empathy

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Is Nigella Lawson A Goddess? Russell Brand The Trews Ep28

"Imprinting" on the public of a "goddess" who has "fallen" sounds more occult ritual than you are willing at present to admit, Russell! Call it what it is- you never ask WHY the ritual is taking place in the first place. Why does it repeatedly happen again and again and again in the media? Why are so many "Gods" and "Goddesses" offered up in continual ritual "sacrifice" then? If not literally, then metaphorically? Either way sounds like a magickal working whether or not you choose to actually use the term. 

But good for you for pointing out the Lion and the (chained) Unicorn and the media's job in all that. 

"Ecclesiastical Discipline"

The terms "desert compound" or "have iron bars put on the windows" are never good signs either.

For more on the CoS mind control/L Ron's connection to my fave "Sea Org", The Office of Naval Intelligence/Satanism here:

and more weird, completely dysfunctional, anti-humanity info here about L. Ron and the CoS:

http://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2013/07/the-satanic-roots-of-church-of.html

http://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2013/07/more-celebrity-defections-from-church.html

Let's have a refresher course, shall we? People seem to be putting extra scoops of cognitive dissonance in their coffee lately.

People seem to forget simple facts lately about the intel agencies targeting people. I seem to be getting a little bit more gas lighting than usual and I always like to hit the reset button to remind others (rather than myself) that this is real. Because the number one aspect of gas lighting is people wittingly or unwittingly participating in the lie by telling you "this isn't happening" and "this isn't real". 

Psychologists and the trap of the DSM are some of the biggest proponents of this mindset. 

Here's a little reminder of just one person out of many who were/are targeted in case you forgot:

http://whatreallyhappened.com/RANCHO/POLITICS/COINTELPRO/SEB/seb.html

A Message To Healers And Empaths

WE BECOME CODEPENDENTS IN OUR CHILDHOOD. How and Why We Become a Codepe...

While this may or may not apply to your personal life, I think it's also interesting on a larger level how this might pertain to how current structures will treat you/set things up via emotional manipulation - could this be expanded to corporate psychology, systems analysis, and other aspects of  Big Brother present in your life? 

5 Ways to Distinguish Your Calling From Your Ego

This brilliant article linked below sums up the difference between the two. If you have realized that you are not in your calling, whatever it might be, I am an expert at picking up what would be good for you if you haven't the faintest clue, how to get training if needed, assign exercises that will get you in tune with your inner wisdom quicker and easier, and I know how to direct you to the right people, places, and times that are best for you energetically to maximize your goals, dreams, focus, and fiscal, emotional, spiritual and creative abundance.

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